Page 17 of Office Heat

“I think we need to get these donuts quickly,” Stella gasps as we just about manage to pull apart. “So we can get back to that beautiful hotel room of ours. I don’t think we havenearlytaken enough advantage of it yet, and I don’t know about you, but I really want to.”

I grab her and kiss her once more, excited about what’s to come next. I mean, how can I refuse an offer like that? Our hotel roomdoeswant to see more action, and so do the both of us…

14

STELLA

We crash through the hotel room door together, our limbs already entwined because we’re so desperate to get our hands on one another. The sexual frustration has been building all night, all through the date, and now we can finally hold on to one another. I am loving every inch of Finn that I get to touch and hold. It sets me alight more with every passing second.

I swear, every moment that we spend together is sexier than the last, hotter than the last. This passion between us is crazy. I can’t get enough of it. And tonight, I want to be naughtier than before. I want to show him that I’m fully in, that I’m all for him.

“So, what are you going to teach me today?” I ask as I fling the dress over my head. “What’s new this time around, hey?”

He rises to the challenge instantly, stripping himself down with a delighted twinkle in his eyes. To get things started, I fall back on the bedsheets and run my fingers down my body, taking a moment to squeeze my own breasts before I finally reach my underwear. I want my panties off, but I’m too busy fixing my eyes on the stunning show in front of me. I can only grazemy fingers over my clit on the outside of the silky material… although that’s a good feeling in itself. I can make myself feel good.

“Oh, fuck, you look good like that,” Finn growls as he whips his boxers off, showing me his thick, throbbing erection. “God, you’re hot, Stella. I don’t know what the hell someone as gorgeous as you is doing with me. You’re too much for me. Too much.”

This makes me laugh because I feel exactly the same about him. As soon as I spot his rock-hard body, as soon I lose myself in his gaze, as soon as I look at my boss, my neighbor, this man… I can’t believe that he’s here with me. But I don’t manage to express any of that because he whips the air out of my lungs by crawling up the bed like a predator, coming to devour me.

As soon as he’s close enough, his lips crash against mine and he claims me once more. God, I love it when he does this. It makes me belong to him in a way that Iknowcan’t be real, even if it feels like it could be at the moment. I automatically wrap myself tightly around him, encasing him with my limbs. My hips roll as I try to slide him inside me, but it seems like Finn has all the power right now and he isn’t letting me have everything that I want and need. He’s teasing me, making me want to beg for him. I’m dangerously close to letting the begging words fly out of my mouth as well. Luckily, I can’t speak, just gasp and moan.

“Oh, we’re not having sex like this,” he whispers seductively into my ear, dragging me in deep with him. “We’re going to explore. I am going to take you in every which way, from every angle possible, to see what you like best. We will tryeverything.”

I love the sound of that. I toss my head back and scream with pleasure even though we haven’t exactly even touched oneanother yet. But Finn doesn’t really need to touch me. All he needs to do is be in the same room as me to make me feel this way. He spins me over onto my front and slides his tongue down my back, over my ass, until it plunges inside me. Oh, God, the sensation of his rough, hot tongue rolling through my body has my fingers clutching the sheets as tightly as I can.

I tense up and yell into the pillow, even more so when he slips his tongue out of me and circles it around my clit. His fingers take over the actions his tongue was doing just moments before, which has my head spinning out of control. God, this feels good, really fucking good. I want him to keep doing this forever… but of course, I have begged him to teach me more, so he isn’t about to leave me in one position, doing just one thing. Instead, it seems like I’m not about to get used toanythingin particular.

Within moments, I’m on my hands and knees with him slamming inside me, then I’m on his lap, facing away from him, gripping his knees while I ride him hard and fast. He stands up with me wrapped around him and fucks me up against the wall, then I lean over the window sill while we explore one another some more from every amazing new angle possible.

It isn’t all just him burying himself inside me. We touch and taste one another as well. We hold on to one another, explore ourselves, angle ourselves to taste one another at the same time. It really is so much, so overwhelming, and it drives me insane. I can barely get used to the pleasure of one movement before the next one is swirling through me as well. Finn really is reaching me everything that he knows, everything that I didn’t know I needed to learn, and it has me seeing stars. So many freaking stars that I can barely understand where I am on the planet any longer. I’m a fucking mess. The pleasure doesn’t seem to stop coming. It rolls over me in endless waves. The orgasms throughthe night are multiple and plentiful. This is an experience that I could exist in forever. I never want this to end. I don’t want to go back home and back into hiding, knowing that inevitably, Finn and I will have to break up because we can’t be together any longer. I want to run away with him and just be happy and in love…

Uh-oh.It hits me hard as the pleasure shatters me again.I am in so much trouble here. Even more trouble than I thought…

In the heat of the moment, I love him. I love every inch of him, so much so that I would give up my whole life for him. I would leave everyone behind who wouldn’t like us, even if that meant my family, even if that meant the world. I am swimming in love for Finn, drowning in it. I want him for the rest of my life, and it’s making me emotional to know that might not happen.

It’s easy to push those thoughts to the side while we’re still exploring one another, and even easier as we step into the shower to wash ourselves down, washing one another and, of course, getting it on again once more… but once we crash in the bed beside one another, drained without another ounce of energy left inside, those unwelcome thoughts come flooding back.

I curl into Finn, and he holds me tightly, enjoying our first proper full night together, and he falls asleep easily. I rest my head on his chest, loving the feel of his arm over me, the sensation of his chest rising and falling with every deep and calm breath, the feel of his heart beating in a wonderful rhythm. It’s all lovely, but I can’t shake off the sadness that this will all end soon enough.

There is a part of me that wonders if I should cool things off now a little, maybe think about walking away sooner rather thanlater. It won’t help me feel any less pain than if I let things end naturally, but it might help me closure-wise if I’m in control. If I take the power in my hands and run with it, then it might help me to recover in the end. Maybe… who knows what’ll happen.

Once I know for sure that Finn is definitely asleep, I push myself up into a sitting position and stare down at him, my heart racing for him. My adoration is hot, it’s burning, it rockets through my body in a lightning-bolt manner. It’s like a burning, white-hot love, which has a sting to it because I know it can’t be returned. Even if it is, it can’t be. It justcan’tbe true love.

“No,” I whisper to myself as I slide out of the bed sheets to head to the bathroom for a moment alone. “No, Finncan’tfeel the same way about me. It isn’t love for him. Maybe it isn’t even love for me. It might just be lust. Just a lot of like. Real deep like.”

The lack of my experience makes me sure that I’m confusing everything inside my head. I’ve never been with a man before Finn, so I’m probably just latching onto him because he’s the first. From what I understand, every woman has a soft spot for the first man she has been with, especially if it’s a positive experience, and mine has been amazing. Utterly incredible.

The deal has always been that he’s been teaching me what to do for the future, for when I fall in love properly. Or maybe even to go out in the world and sow my wild oats with any man who takes my fancy. I’m certainly not supposed to fall for him. Finn is the one who is out of reach, out of touch. I want to scream out because I have let myself fall where I’m not supposed to.

I slide down on the bathroom floor and let my head fall into my hands as the desperation gets to me. I want to switch myself off, turn my feelings down, do whatever I need to for self-preservation. But my pulse pounds only for Finn, my bodydances and dives around only for Finn. Right now, I feel like he is the only thing keeping me going, keeping me alive, making me feel anything.

Urgh, I don’t want Finn to wake up to find me like this. I don’t want him to think that I have regrets over what just happened. I am really enjoying my time with him and learning a lot. Business and other stuff as well. I don’t want this to be making me feel so sad, but it is and that’s all because I can’t seem to stop myself from falling naively in love.

I’m a fool. I’m an absolute fool. I feel my childish youth as I tumble and fall. This is the opposite of what I should be doing.

That would kill Finn as well. I’m sure if he thought I was feeling anything for him more than just a sexual fling, it would really hurt him because I know… Iknoweven without him telling me that he doesn’t want that. He doesn’t want my heart in the way so I don’t get hurt, and I feel the same way too. I don’twantmyself to be hurt, which makes this suck even deeper.

“You need to find a way to make this okay,” I whisper to myself as I curl up on the bathroom floor. I need to go back to the bed to get a decent night of sleep, to actually enjoy my one night in bed with Finn, but I want to be in a good frame of mind before I do so I can savor every second. “You need to work out which way you are going to deal with it.”

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