Page 31 of Only a Kiss

“This was supposed to be for you,” she said, her voice shaky.

“This is for me,” I murmured as my tongue slid through her juicy folds and up to that swollen little nub that elicited the sexiest noises from her mouth.She whimpered as I sucked her clit in my mouth, flicking it lightly with my tongue in the way I knew she loved.

“Oh God,” she moaned, her head tipping back as one of her hands shot to my hair and clutched me tighter.I immediately stopped my ministrations, and her frantic gaze caught mine.

“Hands on the desk,” I said.

She let out a mewl of frustration and need, but did as I said.The second she gripped the desk, I was back on her—my mouth licking up her flavor.I slid in two fingers, knowing she needed that internal stimulation for a stronger orgasm.The inside of her pussy was velvety soft and squeezed my finger like it was aching for something bigger.I’d give her bigger, but first I wanted to feel her explode on my tongue and squeeze my fingers with her release.

I quickened the pace of my thrusting fingers, curling them slightly with each slide out of her tight heat.She moaned on the desk, shifting like she was trying to get away from all the pleasure I was giving her, but I already had a firm grip on her thigh and there was no way I was going to let her get away.

My lips wrapped around her swollen clit, and I sucked hard at the same time that my fingers curled and slid over that fleshy bit of skin inside her.She went from trying to squirm away, to squeezing her thighs so tight against my head, holding my mouth in place as her climax wrecked her.And fuck, did it taste delicious.When her thighs eased around my ears, I lapped up every bit I could, eager to sear her flavor into my memories.

She fell back against my desk top, and she looked so incredibly beautiful laid out before me, her cheeks rosy and flushed from her orgasm, her breasts rising and falling with her rapid breaths and her legs still trembling.I stood and unbuttoned my shirt and pants, quickly stripping out of both while she watched me with hungry, sated eyes.

I wrapped a hand around the back of her neck and hauled her up until her mouth crashed against mine and I could kiss her with all the pent-up emotions of the day—and all the ones bubbling dangerously under the surface.I felt like I was on the edge of something massive, something life-altering, and her mouth—her—was the only thing keeping me grounded.

She moaned into my mouth, her fingers gliding over my skin, but I didn’t want her gentleness.I wanted her body, her submission, her…

No.

The thought I couldn’t even let my mind finish made me angry, and I roughly pulled her off the desk and then flipped her around, bending her over and sliding inside.

“Yes,” she moaned as her body shook on the desk.“Fuck me.Just like that.”

Fuck, why did she have to be so goddamn perfect?

I hammered into her, my anger at myself and our situation building until I was pummeling desperately inside her.With a scream, she came again, clenching so tight around my cock, I thought she might drag me with her.But fucking her from behind wasn’t enough to calm the beast attempting to claw itself out of me.

Before she’d stopped spasming around my cock, I pulled out of her and flipped her around.She was panting, her eyes heavy-lidded but still bright.

“I need more,” I said, my voice ragged even to my own ears.

“Take it all,” she whispered, breathless from her orgasms.

I kissed her, not rough, but not soft either.Our tongues dueled in a delicious dance, and with slightly gentler hands, I picked her up and set her back on the desk and positioned her so I could slide inside.The second my cock was fully sheathed by her tight pussy, she broke our kiss and looked at me.

My orgasm hit me out of nowhere, and with it the painful realization of what I’d been denying.

I was in love with Sadie.

Ass over head in love with her.The kind of love that nations fight wars for.The kind of love you die for.I wondered what I’d done for the universe to give me the perfect woman and make her so unattainable at the same time.But what was worse was the look that had triggered my orgasm was one filled with so much love it was breathtaking.I wanted her love.I wanted her.

For better or worse, I wanted everything I wasn’t allowed to have.

Fate was cruel.

Don’t fall in love with a woman you can’t have

TRAVIS

It had been a week since I’d realized I was in love with Sadie, and I’d only managed to see her a few times due to our schedules.I’d formally been offered the contract with Cline, which meant making sure things got started on the right foot so he didn’t second-guess his decision.She’d also had a big project at work she was busy with.And of course, it was even harder now to be together since Jenna’s internship was over.She still had a few weeks before she left for her master’s program and she’d been stopping by more frequently—balancing her time between her mom and me—which wasn’t exactly conducive to sneaking her best friend into my house for sex.

Although I could no longer pretend it was just sex anymore.It hadn’t been for a long time.If ever.

But now that I’d admitted—to myself at least—that I was in love with Sadie, there was a new element to our encounters.Every second we’d gotten together this week—once at my office, once at her apartment—had been filled with a frantic urgency that wasn’t there before.Like we both knew the end was near and neither of us were ready.We’d had more time than I thought we’d have, but I could admit the idea of letting her go was getting harder with each day that passed.

The front door opened, and I added the last touch to the food I made for our lunch.Jenna was out with her mom today, so I’d jumped at the chance to have some uninterrupted time with Sadie.To hold her, be near her, love her—even if I wouldn’t say it out loud.

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