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There was a line between Julen’s brows.“Last weekend, you knew what I needed.How?”

“I don’t know.I just…I think I understood how you felt?Out of control and desperately needing to get back that control.I feel the same way a lot, except for me giving up all control while I’m here helps me be in complete control when I’m not.”

“Giving up all control.”Desire laced his words and Julen rolled his shoulders, as if working out some tensions.

“Yes.I want to be completely submissive.”Diann spread her legs without thinking.

Julen didn’t look away from her face as he accepted the invitation and stepped forward, his thighs forcing her knees wider apart.

“You offered me your body.”His hand slid into her hair.

“I did,” she breathed.

“But we did something I don’t normally do with subs.”He frowned.“Or…anyone really.”

She was tense, waiting for him to fist her hair and light up her scalp.

Instead, he cupped the back of her head and massaged her scalp.It felt incredible.Diann let the weight of her head fall back into his palm.

“I kissed you.”

Diann’s eyes had fluttered closed when he started the head massage, but now she opened them.

Julen was staring at her mouth, and his gaze darkened when she parted her lips.The rush of air over her wet lower lip as she breathed felt sexual and almost lewd.The man had barely touched her and she was aroused to the point her nipples were hard and her pussy slippery-wet.

“You kissed me,” she whispered.

“I kissed you.”His hand slid down, until he was cupping her neck, and his thumb pressed against the underside of her jaw, forcing her head up.She met his gaze.

“This time I’m going to ask first.”

“Ask if you can kiss me?”There was definitely a hopeful note in her voice.Later she could be embarrassed.Right now she just needed an answer.

“Yes.”

“You should do that.”

“Ask?”

“No, kiss me.”

“I have to ask first.”

Diann grabbed fistfuls of his shirt, not pulling, but anchoring him in place.“Julen, please.”

Please kiss me again.

“Diann, may I kiss you?”The words were low and warm.

“Yes, Julen, you may.”

Julen surged towards her, his hand holding her in place and tilting her chin up as he closed his mouth over hers.It was softer than last time, but not soft.He took her mouth, licking the inside of her lower lip before his tongue dipped between her teeth to taste her.

Her heart hammered against her ribs, and her throat felt tight at the swell of feeling that bubbled up.She responded to this man on a visceral level.Maybe this was what they meant when they talked about raw sexual chemistry.

His mouth lifted from hers, his breath washing over her damp lips.

Diann looked up, meeting Julen’s gaze.She didn’t know what that look in his eyes meant.It made sense, because she barely knew him.He was a stranger, meant to be nothing more than a play partner.

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