Page 19 of The Alpha's Son

“But, I hurt you.”

“Just a little. Trust me, we’ve all been in pain before.”

The last thing he wanted to do was hurt her.

Darcy cupped his face. “Look at me, Joe. Stop. It was going to hurt. The only way it wasn’t going to hurt, was if I didn’t come to you a virgin. Would you have rather had that?” she asked.

“No.” He didn’t want to think of her with another man. He didn’t want her to think about anyone else but him. Just him.

“You feel amazing,” she said.

Her pussy pulsed around his length, and much to his shame, Joe knew he wasn’t going to last long. This was his first time inside a woman, and she wasn’t just any woman. She was his mate. His soul mate. His reason for breathing.

There was no easy way, or right way. He felt his orgasm so close. Staring into her beautiful brown eyes, he felt like he was drowning but in a good way, which was insane, and he didn’t want this to stop.

He started to pull out of her pussy. He took his time, trying to think of anything other than how good she felt wrapped around his dick. Only, she was so incredibly tight and wet, and it felt so good.

He thrust inside her, then he pulled out again, gritting his teeth, and tried not to explode. He tried to think of math, or anything that would keep his orgasm in check, but nothing was working.

It was amazing, it felt so good, and then, on his third thrust, he came, and he did so hard. To Joe, it was the most mortifying experience of his life.

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Darcy stared down at the order for what felt like the millionth time, and all she could think about was this morning—this morning that had ended in a bit of a disaster. She wanted to blame her wolf, it would be easier to blame her wolf, but the truth was, she only had herself to blame.

She looked at the order of haberdashery items, and she already had the first five that were listed.

Joe kept dominating her thoughts.

It had started out amazing. Last night had been incredible. She had loved sucking his cock, and even though it hadn’t been on her mind, she enjoyed it and wanted to do it again. Joe’s mouth on her pussy had been even better. This morning, feeling Joe inside her had been wonderful. The pain, not so much, but after experiencing the bone-crushing, snapping, and flesh tearing of a transition when she was eighteen, losing her virginity at forty years old wasn’t so bad.

After Joe had thrust inside her a third time, and he’d come, it had gotten a little … strange. Not strange, pitiful maybe. She didn’t think either of them was to blame.

Joe had orgasmed and that had been wonderful to share with him, but then, once he realized he had come so quickly, he had pulled out of her. Then he’d seen the blood from her virginity, and he’d apologized and ran.

“You’re lost in thought this morning,” Callie said, making her jump.

Darcy turned to look at her mate’s mother. This had to be her worst nightmare. “I’m sorry.”

She returned her attention back to the order and forced herself to focus. It wasn’t hard. She helped to work on these orders every single day she was at work. They were not hard and they organized the building into sections, to make sure everything was nice and neat, and so easy to do. Callie thought of everything.

“Have you done something to your hair?” Callie asked.

“No.” She’d taken a long shower and tried not to think about what happened. Joe had run away from her. He left her home. Sex with her had been so much of a nightmare, he’d actually run.

This had to be a new one for the books of bad dating experiences. Most of the time, her dates ran out the door. She had never had them run from her after sex. Of course, she had never had sex. This was her first experience, and she knew a woman’s time wasn’t always so great, but it had to be better than the guy running off.

“You look a little … different,” Callie said.

Darcy stared at her boss and the alpha’s mate. The mother of her mate, and Callie didn’t have a clue.

Holy crap. She had deflowered the alpha’s son. Her life was over.

“Can I, ugh, can I ask you something?” Darcy asked. The moment she asked that stupid question, she wanted to take it back.

She was an idiot. There was no doubt about it in her mind. She was a fucking idiot. A moron.

The last person she should be asking for dating and sex advice was Callie, Joe’s mother.

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