Landon
It’s true. I’m gonna try to come visit you after the new year.
Grace
I’d really like that. The West Texas mountains are gorgeous.
Landon
Like you.
I blush and find myself smiling even if it’s a bit cheesy. I look at the time and see it’s just past eleven, and I’m exhausted.
Grace
Call me tomorrow night. I’d love to chat with you more.
Landon
It’s a date. Good night, Grace!
Grace
Night.
Before I lock my phone, Harrison texts me.
Harrison
Made it home. Sweet dreams.
Grace
Sweet dreams.
I lie awake, staring at the ceiling, replaying the last year, and know I have to make changes in my life because I don’t want to be in the same place I’m in this time next year. The thoughts haunt me, and I toss and turn, knowing I have to be up at seven for work.
Just as I kick one leg out from under the blankets, my phone buzzes so I reach over to see Harrison calling. I quickly unlock my phone and answer.
“Hi.”
I smile. “Hi.”
“Why aren’t you asleep yet?” he asks, and I can imagine him at his house, lying in the dark, talking to me.
“I’m trying.” I keep my eyes closed, wishing my body would let go, wishing to lose the fight to Mr. Sandman. “Why aren’t you?”
“Just restless. Making sure you’re okay. I know how you get in your head.”
I softly laugh. “Are you whispering so your lady of the night doesn’t hear?”
“No, I’m alone, but you know I wouldn’t care.”
“You don’t have to worry about me. I’m just so tired, and I can’t sleep.”
“Maybe you should put on a pair of socks?”
“Hmm. That’s a thought. But I don’t feel like gettin’ up.” Just having him on the phone with me is enough to help me slowly relax.