Page 65 of Reaper Razed

“I wanna do that again!” I say with a grin as I slide against his body, causing a moan. I slide up to reach his lips and draw him in for a kiss. Heat starts to pool again, and my hips grind into him, but he grabs them to hold me still.

“Let’s take this really slow, okay? We don’t wanna go too fast, and it be too much all in one go, okay, love?”

I sigh, letting out a bigger sigh as I deflate slightly in his arms and look away from him. After watching Ray, I’m sure he’d sooner have someone like her than someone so inexperienced like me.

He tilts my gaze to his. “You’re the most beautiful thing in the world ever. You know that, right?” I half smile. “Hey, don’t ruin this!” He tilts my chin up to look at him. “I want to so bad, believe me! I just want to give you time to ease into everything. We’ve got our whole lives to have sex like that!” He points at the screen. “But to get there, we need to build slow, okay?”

“Okay.” I sigh again. “Will you stay the night?”

“For a little while, at least.” he says as he slips under the covers, pulling me off him and against his side, taking the phone off me. “Shall I turn this off now?” He grins.

“I think they’re done anyway.” I smile at him.

He chuckles. “You like watching, huh?”

I shrug. “I’ve never seen anyone do… anything like that before. It was just so… sexy.”

“You’re so fucking sexy.” He grins into my mouth as he kisses me. “Now come on, love, it’s been a big day. You need to get some rest.” I nod against his chest and slide my arm around his waist, and he grins into my hair and wraps both his arms around me tight. “I’ll stay until you fall asleep, okay?” I nod as my eyes flutter shut, and I breathe him in with a smile on my face.

When I wake, I can feel his warm body still holding me, and I can’t help but smile. I run my fingers across his tattooed body. There’s barely any skin without a tattoo on it. This is the most undressed I’ve seen him, and he’s solid muscle. I trace my fingers around the lines of the tattoos on his chest. “You’re staring. It’s creepy.” He grins against the top of my head, dropping a kiss on it.

“Morning, handsome!” I kiss his chest as he tilts my chin up to meet his lips.

“Good morning, love!” He smiles into our kiss.

“I don’t ever want to sleep on my own again, and I don’t want to wake up alone ever again.” I lean up and kiss him more. I start to get a bit heated after everything last night. I'm kind of in the mood for testing boundaries. My leg is wrapped across him, and I subconsciously grind myself into his hip, causing me to groan involuntarily.

“Sorry, love, I have to go. I’ve got work.”

“Really?”

“Uh-huh.” He kisses the top of my head. “I promise you if you wanna try something… new tonight, though, I’m all yours.”

I sit up quickly, causing him to groan as I’m still topless. My breasts aren’t massive, but they bounce, making him bite his lip. “Nope. Nope. I have to go.” He leans as if he’s going to get out of bed, but he throws me back as his mouth latches around my nipple as he gropes it with his hand. I groan and grab his head, gripping him to my breast as my eyes roll into the back of my head.

He nips my nipple with his teeth, then pops it out of his mouth, rolling me onto my front and slapping my backside.

“Naughty, distracting fiancée.” He grins at me. “Tonight, I’m all yours. Choose something fun.” He winks at me as he skulks out of the room, and I throw myself back into my back and let out a sigh of frustration.

I lay and stare at the ceiling for a good thirty minutes, then I throw my PJ top back on and head into the living room. Ray’s sitting on the sofa reading, but no one else is around.

“Morning! Where is everyone?”

Turning, she smiles. “Hey. They’re at the lodge getting started. How are you feeling?”

“Erm… good?” I shrug.

“I know it’s a lot. But you don’t have to rush into anything with dickhead in my office, okay?”

I nod, tugging at the bottom of my top. “Actually, can I talk to you while it’s just us?”

“Sure, what’s up?” She places her Kindle on the coffee table and turns to look at me.

Looking at the hem of my top as I twist it between my fingers, I say, “I did something I shouldn’t have last night …”

“Okay…?” She sounds confused.

Sighing. “I came back here and logged into the app!” My cheeks flush with embarrassment, and I can’t look up at her.