I grin, waving him inside, and he hesitates before he enters. He’s so tall and big that he takes up all of the room inside my house. I have to push past him just to wiggle out of my coat, and he clears his throat.
“I should go,” he starts, and I grab his hand.
“We’re eating, remember?”
He doesn’t say anything as I lead him into the kitchen, but I notice that when I let his hand go, his fingers flex, like maybe he misses me touching him.
Saffron would have swooned at that move. She’s made me watch Pride and Prejudice a dozen times and we always have to rewatch when Mr. Darcy helps Elizabeth into the carriage.
“Is chili okay?” I ask, taking out the Tupperware from the fridge.
“Sure, sounds good.”
I grab a pot and heat the chili up, grabbing cheese from the fridge and crackers out of the pantry.
“Have a seat,” I tell Xavier as I move to grab two spoons.
He winces as he takes a seat at my little dining table, and I pause.
“Are you okay?” I ask him, and he nods.
“I’m fine.”
“Didn’t look like it,” I comment as I grab the milk and two cups.
“It’s my hip. It always gets a little sore in the cold.”
“Want some Tylenol?” I offer him as I pass him a glass of milk.
He shakes his head, taking a sip.
“How about a bath? I could join you.”
He coughs, nearly spraying milk all over the table, and I grin.
“Is that a yes then?”
He clears his throat, and I smile as I head back to the now hot chili. I grab two bowls and ladle chili into each before I join him back at the table.
“You always surprise me,” he says quietly as I set a bowl in front of him.
“Is that a good thing?” I ask, and he stares at me for a beat.
“Yeah,” he finally admits, and my heart almost bursts in my chest.
“Good. Now, dig in while it’s still hot.”
He grabs his spoon, and I study him. He looks more relaxed today. His mask has slipped a bit and I can see that vulnerable side that he rarely lets anyone see. He doesn’t look as lonely or sad today either and I smile.
“How did you hurt your hip?” I ask, picking up our conversation from earlier.
“I was shot.”
“Shit.”
He doesn’t look up at me; just nods and I swallow.
“When you were deployed,” I guess, and that gets another nod. “Is that why you got out?”