“Please, Father. Let me hold you. I can’t stand this.” I tugged down to indicate what I meant, but he didn’t respond. “Please.”
“Let me hold you instead.”
Chase’s hands started at my waist and traveled higher, moving up the length of my arms. Pressure gripped around my wrists, tightening as his stare came level with mine. His cock nudged into my opening and I stiffened as he began to stretch me.
“Tell me how bad you want this.” Muscles tightened in his shoulders while he moved his weight to one side, withdrawing his cock, only to bury the head entirely inside of me. My breathing was ragged while I fought to grasp the new sensations. In and out, he teased me, while he waited for me to respond. It was impossible to think past the way I could feel myself molding to his big size.
“I do,” I mumbled. “I want this. I have to tell you…” Chase’s hand came down to rub circles over my clit and everything faded but the ecstasy building me up.
“But I’m off-limits. You sure you still want my cock?”
Faster, his fingertips moved, until I was screaming through the impending orgasm. I ached for more of his cock, even if what was about to happen was going to hurt. My brain understood that, but my body could have cared less.
“I want you to fuck me, Father.” My pleas brought his tip back inside of me, but not enough to sate the urgency causing me to nearly sob.
“Patience. I’ll take you when I feel like it. Not when you ask.” He nipped at my lip. “Not even when you beg.” His fingers gripped just below the cuff, squeezing while he played with my clit faster. My legs twitched and I thrashed through the unbearable building.
“Father.” The word turned into a scream at the end, only to disappear completely as I tried to suck in oxygen at Chase plunging forward. Stinging left me unable to catch my breath for a few seconds while the spasms continued, regardless of the breach of my virginity.
“What the…fuck?” Chase froze, staring at me horrified. He blinked repeatedly as I searched for the words. “You’re a…” His head shook. “You were a virgin? Why didn’t you tell me?” The last came out as a roar and I saw the war play over his face. He regretted this already, and I couldn’t allow that.
“I was going to. I started to…don’t stop. Please.” Tears were already trailing down the sides of my face from the pain. The fire raged within as he held still inside of me, but I wasn’t ready for this to be over. My legs tightened, trying to will him not to leave. “Please,” I said more sternly. “I don’t want you to stop.”
“Oh, Kit.” A sigh left his lips and his head dropped. Gently, he rubbed his rough cheek against mine. “Had I known…shit.”
Chase withdrew, only to ease into me a little more. The burning dissipated, introducing sensations that stirred my need to move against him. These were different, new, and I liked the desperation they made me feel.
“I’ll make this right, I promise,” he mumbled. “I won’t ruin this moment for you.”
Deeper, he surged. The uncharted territory had me gasping. I knew he wasn’t inside of me but maybe halfway. It had me fighting to get closer as I braced for the unknown.
“No, no. Shh,” he whispered, stroking my face. “Special times call for special attention. I’m going to give you what you want.” His hand rose and within seconds, one cuff fell free. At the other, my hands flew to grasp his back. The sudden freedom stirred an odd appreciation. One I felt deserved to be addressed. Especially after I’d seen the dominant side of him. I knew enough to know this was a reward.
“Thank you, Father.”
“You shouldn’t thank me, little one. Not yet.”
I didn’t care to wonder what he meant. The more he eased into me, the fuzzier my head was getting. The building in my core increased with every small thrust he made. I found myself arching, trying to bring him deeper, regardless that he was the one controlling the depth.
“More. I need more.” My nails sunk into his back and Chase rotated his hips, giving me another inch. Moans left me as I brought my legs up, squeezing around him even more. The slow speed soon became torturous. “Father, please.”
“You can’t handle more yet. Not if you don’t want to hurt more than you already will.”
“I’ll take the pain. I want it.”
“And fuck if I don’t want to give it to you.”
Chase’s lips hungrily pushed into mine and he surged forward, burying his thick cock inside of me. Had I thought he was almost all the way in before? The true amount had me screaming into his mouth. Tears fell free and I knew I’d raked down his back, drawing blood.
“Oh…God,” he moaned, holding himself still. At my sobs, he lowered, kissing the tears.
“I’m okay,” I rushed out. “I—” My chest shook as I tried to stop myself from breaking down completely. So many emotions were starting to break through and I couldn’t control them. This moment was huge and I’d always thought I’d wait for the one, yet I’d given myself to this priest for reasons I couldn’t even comprehend.
“You’re not okay, but I’m about to make you feel better.” He lifted, once again placing his fingers to rub circles over my clit. Pleasure began to take root and I sniffled, putting all my focus on the way Chase was making me feel. When he began to ease in and out of me again, I could barely breathe through the ecstasy. I never imagined it could feel so good. The realization had me wanting more. Wanting things I didn’t even know.
Sounds broke from my lips and I planted my feet, beginning to rock. “There we go,” he said soothingly. “That feels good, doesn’t it?”
“Yes. More.”