Page 133 of Don't Look Down

“He didn’t, but I feel it. He said I’d gone ghost, and he felt like he lost both me and Andrew at the same time. It was the kick in the ass I needed to wake the fuck up.” His chest rises and falls, eyes welling, but he meets mine. “I’m still going to have hard moments, but I won’t try to shut you out or push you away again. You mean too much to me. I love you, Landon.”

God, he’s so fucking beautiful smiling at me even in his sorrow.

“I love you, too, Skylar.” His eyes soften. He still hasn’t corrected my use of his full name and my smile grows.

Even though he’s struggling, he’s the one person in this world to fill me with such hope and joy. So much love. More love than any person could ever hope to find in their lifetime. I’ll never take him for granted. I want to spend my life making him smile. Making him happy. Making himmine.

Jesus. I’m overwhelmed with the feelings that thought evokes. Husbands… Would Sky agree to be my husband? I’ll need to bide my time as we weather the storm of grief, but I can easily picture us married. I believe with my whole heart and soul that Sky will say yes one day.

I lean down and cup his jaw, my thumb rasping against his facial hair. When I press a kiss to his lips, it feels like coming home. It’s been way too long since I’ve felt this.

Sky moans, then flicks his tongue out to trace the seam of my lips, seeking entrance.

His tongue dives inside, our tongues tangling, our breaths coming faster.

A hand on my chest pushes me back. My eyes open in confusion.

He smiles. “I need you to make love to me. And I need these blankets off me. I’m suffocating.”

I smirk at him and help him untangle himself from the blanket burrito. Standing up, I remove my shirt slowly, Sky hums his appreciation. My shorts and boxers hit the floor in one smooth motion, my dick springing free.

He reaches for me, and I climb onto the bed, straddling his hips, then reach into the nightstand to grab the lube. His hands rove my abs and chest, thumbs brushing across my hard nipples. My cock twitches where it rests on his abs.

His hazel eyes are sparkling up at me, lips swollen from our kisses. I dip my head down and kiss him some more. I could kiss this man forever, and never tire of it.

There’s aclick,then Sky’s lubed hand wraps around my cock.

“Yes, baby, just like that. Get me wet for you,” I order. He adds more lube, soaking me before stroking my cock from root to tip. Circling the head, he pumps some more.

Shifting, I position myself between Sky’s legs. He greedily spreads them, and all the while his hand never falters. I trail my fingers through the lube and precum soaking me, then slip them between his legs, caressing his sac, down his taint and to his hole. He moans for me, thrusting his hips up to meet each press of my fingers. My fingers match his rhythm on my cock, bodies moving in unison.

His hole pulls me in, and my fingers hunt for his prostate.

“Ungh, yesss,”Sky whimpers. I don’t think I can hold back any longer. He pulls his legs back, positioning himself perfectly.

I grasp my shaft and use my cockhead to circle his slick rim until he’s moaning, begging me to slide inside him.

My hips thrust forward, and I swallow his gasp. He took my whole cock in one thrust. He takes me so well, there’s no doubt he was made for me. We rock together, our bodies working in perfect harmony.

“Landon.” His words come out on a gasp. “I love you much. You,ungh,you mean the world to me.” Sky tilts his head up, lips pursed for a kiss, I don’t hesitate to give.

My heart races in my chest, ready to burst.

I make love to both his mouth and body. One hand curls around his jaw and neck, the other trailing down to work his cock.

“I fucking love you, Skylar.” His body tenses beneath me, under the onslaught of sensations. I’m so close to coming, I haveto fight to hold the orgasm back. “Come for me, baby. I need to feel it. Let me feel you sucking my cum inside you.”

A few more strokes, and his whole body stiffens, then trembles. His breath catches, his cock pulsing jets of cum between us and all over my hand. It sets me off and I shoot inside of him.

My face lands in his neck, and I turn partially to the side so I don’t smash him. I inhale his familiar scent, his hands gently rubbing my back until our aftershocks subside.

Our breathing deepens.

“He invited me on a jump.” Sky’s voice startles me out of semi sleep.

“What?”

“Cayden–” He breaks off with a shaky inhale before he continues. “Cayden invited me on a jump. In memory of Andrew, but I can’t do it. I won’t skydive again, Landon.” The bed jiggles from the force of him shaking his head. “Ican’t. He asked me to think about it, but there’s nothing to think about.”

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