She nods. “Yeah, I know who he is. I just didn’t realize TAs switched midterm.”

I look down at my plate and grab a dumpling with my chopsticks. “We do sometimes.” This is a lie. “You’re done with the cortical unit, and he’s in a neuroendocrine lab and knows the upcoming material better than I do.”

Terra narrows her eyes at me, suspicious. “You sure it isn’t because I know all about your sexual prowess?”

I’m unable to keep my laugh in. This is exactly how T would have teased me, and I fucking love seeing her relax. “Yes, you’re right. Having a reputation of being an amazing lay is just too great a burden for me.”

Her giggle is cute. “Well, we’ll miss you. Bryan is a mansplainer.”

“You’re not wrong.” I watch her finally take a bite of cucumber salad. A small bite. Maybe she’s still a little nervous with me. “Where did you do your undergrad?”

She chews, swallows, covering her mouth. “Um, at Boston College?”

I go still. When T told me she played lacrosse, I did what any self-respecting man of my generation would do: I googled the NCAA rankings. BC is second in thecountry. And T hoped to be captain?Wow.

“You have an athlete vibe ...,” I begin, wondering if she’ll tell me.

I’m relieved when she grins and says easily, “Yeah? I played lacrosse.”

“Was BC any good?”

She tilts her head, side to side. “We did all right.”

Humble liar. I fight a grin and hold another dumpling in front of my mouth. “Where did you grow up?”

“Southern California,” she says, and I stare directly at her, mentally daring her to volley the question back at me. “Where didyougo to school?” she asks instead.

I watch her carefully as I toss the bite in my mouth and speak around it. “Madison.”

Her eyes go wide. “Seriously? One of my good friends from back home went there!”

“Oh yeah?” I ask, swallowing, and I realize I’m stuck with the next part of this script. “It’s a big school, but maybe I knew him? What was his name?”

Her dark brows pull together in a skeptical frown. “I didn’t say it was a guy.”

Oh shit.

But would it be the worst thing for me to come out, right here in the middle of Franklin’s, and tell her? Now that I’m sitting across from Terra, it feels so obvious, so inevitable, so easy. “Yeah, well—”

“But itisa guy,” she says, laughing. “So you’re off the hook.” She plucks a dumpling from her plate, sliding it between her full lips. I watch her chew and swallow, trying not to let my expression show that I’m imagining kissing her. “This is going to sound really weird,” she begins. I know exactly what she’s going to say, and now I’m dying to hear our story from her soft, plump lips.

“Hit me.” I lean in.

“But I don’t actually know his name.”

I huff out a laugh. “Is that right?”

“It’s a long story and I won’t bore you with it,” she says, “but basically when I was fourteen, he accidentally emailed me instead of his teacher, and we’ve been in touch ever since.”

“That’s cute.”

“But because we were minors at the time, we didn’t share info, and now it’s sort of a thing to not divulge personal information. Like, not a bad thing, butourthing.”

“So I guess that means he’s not your boyfriend?” I ask, and she looks back at me, dark eyes widening with surprise.

She must see that I’m invested in this answer.

“Well ... no. But ... maybe eventually he will be? We’re going to finally meet up this summer.”