Page 5 of Be With Us: An Urban Foursome Love Story

Cassian felt a flood of emotions rush through his body, it felt like his whole being was tingling and surging, almost like panic, as though his nervous system had just dumped a dose of adrenaline into his chest, stomach and face.

It felt exciting, but there was an unmistakable feeling of jealously there too, something he hadn't felt in many years.

Emilia slowly wrapped her fingers one at a time around his cock and began to slide up and down, then she slid her legs apart just an inch. In response, Cassian ran his fingers along her inner thigh, slowly teasing his way up.

Emilia buried her face in the pillow and let out a slow moan as his fingers brushed against her wet lips. She couldn't believe what she had said, but it felt liberating to say it. His finger circled her clit from behind and she felt a powerful tingle inside her body.

Cassian’s chest felt like it might explode, as though he was about to jump out of a plane.

He leaned forward and moved his body in line with hers, and whispered into her ear.

‘I’d like to watch you get fucked by another man,’ he said, as he slid his cock inside her.

Emilia’s whole body tensed as another orgasm started from deep within. It was like an eruption, as though a dam had burst, rushing and building and flooding and overcoming her, and in that moment of ecstasy, feeling him penetrate her, she shuddered and came.

Cassian felt her contracting around him, squeezing him tightly with her pussy, and he slid back out of her again, giving her a moment to recover.

She buried her face in the pillow, a little embarrassed by what she had said and by how quickly she had orgasmed. After a while her breathing returned to normal, and she plucked up the courage to roll over and look at Cass.

His eyes were closed and he was smiling, she leaned in and kissed his lips.

‘I’m sorry,’ she said. ‘I got carried away.’

‘Don’t be sorry,’ said Cassian, opening his eyes. ‘I enjoyed it, it’s nice to hear what turns you on.’

‘It doesn’t just turn me on though,’ said Emilia.

Cassian stroked her hair and ran his fingers down her cheek, then frowned.

‘What do you mean?’

‘It’s not just a heat of the moment thing,’ she said. ‘I’ve been thinking about it a lot.’

‘Ok,’ said Cassian, nodding. He could feel himself tensing up, as though Emilia might be about to break up with him.

‘I love you,’ she said. ‘And it’s not that you’re not enough. It’s not that at all. You’re more than enough.’

She paused, trying to think of an analogy.

‘It’s like having too much food on my plate. I want to share you. Share us, with someone else.’ Emilia felt like she was finally piecing a puzzle together in her mind.

Cassian kissed her forehead as she continued.

‘I want to share all of this,’ she said. ‘It’s so wonderful what we have, I can’t explain it any other way. I’m not even sure that it’s possible to articulate. It’s like a feeling, a throbbing sensation in my chest, and I want to burst when I think about it. I want to share and be shared.’

‘That sounds good,’ he said.

‘Really?’ she sat up in bed, her breasts distracting Cassian’s eye, making him smile.

‘Yes, it makes sense,’ he said. ‘But we’ve never been with anyone else before, just each other. If we do this, and we find someone to explore this with, there’s no going back. We can’t undo it. I don’t want to lose you.’

‘That’s just it, you won’t lose me. Even if I’m watching you fuck another woman and suddenly I’m overwhelmed with jealously, I will forgive you and I will forgive myself.’

Cassian kissed her again. ‘I know you would. But we shouldn’t rush this. If it’s really what you want then we should talk about it when we’re not in bed together. When there’s no expectation of sex.’

‘Is this something you want though, Cass? If it isn’t then we won’t talk about it again’ she said, serious all of sudden. She held his hand as he tried to stroke her face again.

‘I need some time to think about it.’

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