Page 35 of Spur It On

"But," J.D. went on, "it's different for girls. Look, trust me, man. First time I had a dick in my ass? Yeah, I didn't wanna sit on shit for a week. I figure it can't be that different for girls. So while you might wanna work off a little steam, she's thinking about how bad she's gonna hurt tomorrow to make you happy."

"Really?" Ty asked, looking over at me.

"I wanted to talk about it," I admitted.

"Tanner fuck you up?" he asked next.

I opened my mouth to reply, but J.D. answered before I could. "You know he fucked her, and now you're just being a shit because your ass is jealous. What the fuck did you think was gonna happen, Ty? That he'd get her all worked up so she'd fall on your dick?"

"Well, no..." he tried.

"Oh, so you figured you'd just get to double-tap her to get your kicks?" J.D. asked next.

"Fuck," Ty grumbled. "Look, we haven't even talked about that."

So J.D. looked over at me. "Ty's into the threesome, babe. Like, he gets off on watching a guy fuck a girl while she blows him. Or vice versa. Or maybe he just likes feeling another dick in her when he goes at it. That's why he's down with this."

"What?" I asked, the word little more than a breath.

"One in the ass," J.D. said, just as bluntly as ever, "another in the pussy. Grinding against each other while she gets off. Yeah, it's hot. I mean, if you're into butt stuff, but this dipshit hasn't even thought about the fact that you've prolly never done anal. Hell, he's convinced that every woman comes out of the womb knowing how to be a little sex kitten."

"Fuck off!" Ty snapped.

J.D. patted his shoulder. "You're moving a lot faster than she's used to, man. Never mind that she just fucked the third guy in her life last night. You think you're gonna move in right after like that's not a big fucking deal for her?"

"It's not like that," Ty insisted.

J.D. just bent down to look right in Ty's face. "So what is it like? Or were you just thinkin' that you can't remember the last time you've gone this long without gettin' your dick wet, hm? Thinkin' you're being such a damned martyr, takin' one for the team, because you had to go a whole week without a fuck? Think you can't function unless you blow your load? Fuckingjack off,Ty."

Ty shoved at J.D.'s chest. "Like you're any better."

"I'll have you know that I'm not the one tryin' to make Cody into my own personal cum guzzler," J.D. told him. "I'm the one lettin' you and Tanner work shit out. I'm the one with my dick in my hand because she isn't ready!"

"Guys..." I begged.

J.D. held up a finger at me. "Let the boys sort this out, honey."

"Fuck you, J.D.," I shot back. "In case you missed this, it's my fight, not yours."

"It's ours," he insisted. "Because that's the only way this shit works, and Ty? Yeah, he's got his head all fucked up, thinkin' that because he can stand to piss, he deserves some shit. Hasn't dawned on him yet that you deserve a little respect, and that maybe he's trompin' all over that like some spoiled jackass."

"I found her," Ty grumbled.

"Tanner did," J.D. corrected. "And if you don't think we all figured it out pretty fast, then you're fuckin' dumber than I thought."

"And I'm not a thing to be found," I said sternly. Because that line? Yeah, it was everything I hated about cowboys, and it pissed me right the hell off. "Remember when you were confused about why I didn'twantto fuck bull riders?" I asked. "Well, this is why. Because I'm not here to entertain you, Ty. I'm here to ride the bulls, not get ridden."

"Well, yeah," he agreed, "but..."

"No!" I snapped. "And so you know, I wanted to get the conditioner out before it could run into my eyes, and then I wasgoingto ask you to be careful."

"Yeah?" he asked.

"Because I need to score this weekend," I went on. "I need those sponsors if I wanna stay on the tour. That means nothing rough. It didn't mean no!"

"Oh."

Deciding he was finally listening, I decided to just get it all out there. "And maybe it's a little weird for me too, ok? I wanted to make sure you're ok with this. That you didn't think I was nasty for sleeping with someone else just a day ago before wanting you again. Or, I dunno. I mean, it's just that..."

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