Clarissa wrapped her fingers around his cock, and then began to work from the base up to the tip, then back down again. Axe had to grit his teeth to try and keep himself in check, and not to blow right then and there. He loved her hands, her touch, and he didn’t know how he was going to be able to control his orgasm. He was close to losing it already.
Watching her, he waited, and Clarissa’s gaze was focused on his dick. Clenching his hands into fists, he tried not to tense up as she kissed his knee. She moved up his leg, and then she kissed the very tip of his cock. Clarissa didn’t give him time to wait before she suddenly covered the head of his cock with her lips and sucked him into her mouth.
“Oh, fuck!” He closed his eyes and gritted his teeth. It felt so good.
She didn’t stop, taking more of him into her mouth until he hit the back of her throat. She pulled back immediately, but then began to sink on his length some more.
With his hands still clenched, he opened his eyes and watched as she took his cock, sucking at him. It wasn’t easy to do. His orgasm was so close.
She pulled off his cock and traced her tongue down the length of his cock. He watched as she explored his length. It was sheer torture, but he didn’t stop her. All he wanted to do was push his cock into her mouth, hold her in place, fuck her face, and fill her lips with his cum.
When she wrapped her lips around his length again, he growled at her. “I’m going to lose control, Clarissa. You’re either going to have to take it, or move.”
She looked at him with those big brown eyes of hers, and he couldn’t control himself.
He gave her a single grunt of warning, but there was no way for him to stop it. He came inside her mouth, filling her, and to his amazement, she swallowed down his cum without a single complaint. The moment he became too sensitive, he placed a hand on her shoulder and she seemed to know he needed her to stop. She let him go and pressed a kiss to his now-flaccid length.
Cupping her face, he stared down into her eyes and knew he had hit the jackpot. He didn’t want to lose her, not for a second, but he didn’t know how he was going to keep her either.
Chapter Nine
They didn’t talk about their relationship, or the future. They didn’t talk about anything.
Clarissa looked over the tree and wondered when they would talk about anything. She placed a hand on her stomach and knew she would need to check. But it was something they didn’t talk about. They talked about a lot, but nothing to do with the important stuff. They didn’t even discuss the fact they didn’t use condoms or that she hadn’t had a menstrual cycle in all that time.
She knew there was a big chance she might already be pregnant with his baby. It was at moments like this she wished for her mother, as she would know what to do. How did she start a conversation with him? Would he believe that she loved him? Would he think she was only saying it for the baby? Was there even a baby?
She had always been on time, and her body was like clockwork. Clarissa didn’t know if she was pregnant, but she did feel like she was. How did she bring it up in a conversation? Should she wait until after Christmas?
The sound of the door opening pulled her out of her thoughts, and she looked over toward Axe. Snow covered his legs, and there was some on top of his head.
“It’s freezing out there.”
She rushed over to him, grabbing his jacket from him. The last few days, Axe had needed to change his clothes as the snow turned to water and soaked through. There were already some pants waiting for him.
She picked up his wet pants and walked to the laundry room, placing them in the sink so she didn’t get water all over the place. After she finished, she went straight to the kitchen and put the kettle on.
Axe loved his coffee but in the last few days, Clarissa had noticed that the scent turned her stomach. She used to love coffee. Now, she couldn’t even handle the smell. She didn’t know what that meant.Yes, you do. It means you’re pregnant.
“Are you okay?”
Axe’s voice was close to her ear causing her to give a yelp, and in the process, she let go of the coffee jar. It fell to the floor, but thankfully didn’t smash.
She put a hand to her chest. “You scared me.”
Axe cupped her face, and he frowned as he looked at her. “Is everything okay?” he asked.
“Yeah, of course, everything is fine.” She forced a smile to her lips. “Totally fine.”
“You can talk to me about anything.”
She nodded. “I know.”
Seconds passed and silence fell between them.
Tell him.
Tell him.