A silly grin blooms on my face as I move my hand away and open my legs for him.
“Good girl,” Nikolai says. “Lie back and enjoy it. And don’t hold back.”
I stare up at the lights and place my hands on my stomach as Nikolai pulls my panties down. I wait for him to touch me there, but he doesn’t start there. He kisses down my body, starting at my collarbone. He gently sucks and nibbles at my breasts before moving down to my stomach. He kisses my hands and pulls them away, and then he continues lower.
His serious gaze causes me to giggle. That giggle turns into a long sigh as he makes his way down my body.
I open my legs wider, gasping as his scorching lips leave a trail of kisses behind them. “I like what you’re doing.”
He chuckles. “I haven’t even started yet.” His lips are rumbling against my skin. “I can’t wait to taste you, Eden.”
I shiver as cool air hits my skin. Every touch of his lips shoots pleasure through my body. My senses are heightened, and I’m aware of the way the rough wooden table presses against my back and the way Nikolai’s warm breath moves across my skin.
“Oh,” I whisper as his finger slides into me.
“Do you want me to use my tongue?” Nikolai whispers.
I nod.
“Are you sure?” he teases.
I arch my back, pressing myself against him, and Nikolai grins before he goes down on me.
His mouth is gentle as his fingers explore me. I feel soaking wet, but he told me not to worry. Not to hold back. I moan as his tongue glides across me, not leaving a single part of me untouched. I moan louder as he gently sucks. I’ve touched myself before, but this is on a whole different level. My moan turns into a hiss as my fingers press into the table.
Rapidly, I can’t control what I’m saying.
“Yes!” I shout as my legs shake. “‘Fuck, that’s good.” My body moves without my brain telling it what to do. I must be close. I scream when his tongue flicks my clit. He’s gentle, but it’s so intense.
“Keep doing that! Keep doing that!”
Nikolai does, and my legs start to buck against his face. He wraps his arms around my thighs and holds me still. I scream, not giving a shit if anyone can hear me. It feels too good to care. I press hard into his mouth as his finger enters me.
I toss and turn my head, and I feel like I’m in that painting of the ocean against the slippery rocks. The waves crash over me as my body stiffens and …
“Yes!” I scream as I come. “Yes! Yes! Yes!”
When it subsides, I hold my arms out to Nikolai and he lies beside me on the table, wrapping his arms around me. I taste myself in his kisses but don’t feel ashamed of what I’ve done.
Maybe he is the wrong man for me, but he’s the absolute right person in this moment. I feel sexy as I slip my tongue into his mouth.
“You like doing that?” I ask him when we break the kiss, cuddling close.
“Of course,” Nikolai says. “I wanted to see you come undone.”
“You know …” I giggle. “I haven’t lost it yet.”
I kiss Nikolai and run my hand down his chest before touching his cock through his pants. I just let my hand rest on it through the fabric.
“It’s so hard,” I whisper.
A flicker of doubt appears in his eyes and I cuddle against his warm body, feeling his muscles against me, and look at Nikolai with big eyes. He sighs, and I don’t know what to think. Maybe he’ll change his mind. I don’t want him to change his mind. Iwrap my legs over his hips and kiss him hard. I don’t hold back as I murmur his name and brush against him.
Nikolai pushes me back. For a moment, I hold my breath, and then he starts to strip off his clothes, tossing them onto the floor.
He crawls in between my thighs and positions his cock at my entrance. He doesn’t speak as he looks at me with that piercing gaze. It’s not harsh and cruel, but it is intense. I like Nikolai like this, so I open my arms and beckon him closer, kissing him gently.
“Please,” I whisper, “I want you inside me.”