LEXY
I’m floating in the world’s ultimate afterglow. All four of us, together … could anything be better? Not for me.
I’m not sure how much time passes with all of us cuddled together before the men carry me into the bathroom for cleanup. After a glass of water, I’m ready for more. The men’s attentions have done exactly what I wanted and driven every other thought from my mind.
“All right,” I announce as we go back into the bedroom. “It’s time for something different.”
Kai sends me a look. “Different how?”
I flash him a grin. “I’m sure the three of you, with your creative minds, could think of a few million possibilities. But no, notthatdifferent.”
“Well, then?” Gage says, quirking a mischievous eyebrow.
Sitting on the end of the bed, I gesture to the men. “Gather ’round, please.” Their cocks are already at half-mast, growing as I watch, but I want to do much more than ogle them.
“Closer,” I say when they’re in a semicircle around me. They crowd together, until their beautiful, glorious cocks, now fully erect, are all within easy reach.
“Mmmm.” Reaching out, I wrap my hands around the two outermost shafts—Kai’s and Thorn’s—and start going down on Gage as I stroke the two brothers. I alternate among them all, my head moving like I’m the apple-bobbing queen, my hands tugging, sliding, touching as much of each of them as I can with only two hands and one mouth.
The men have learned, these past weeks, how much I enjoy pleasuring them like this. Eager to assist me in my endeavor, they squeeze even closer together, blocking out the overhead light, but not so much that I can’t see what I’m doing.
I want to take two of them in my mouth at once, but they’re too big; I’d have to dislocate my jaw. I do my best to please them, though, taking each of them as deep as I can, and before long my jaw is aching.
“That’s enough,” Kai decides.
“But you haven’t even come!” I protest.
“I’m sure we’ll get a chance again very soon.”
Before he can say more, Gage picks me up at the waist and tosses me backward onto the mattress. “My turn,” he says with a wicked smile, and he falls onto the bed and buries his head between my legs.
The night passes in a haze of pleasure. My men enjoy letting me order them around, though they’re just as likely to take control when I least expect it. We don’t sleep much, dozing off only to wake again and reach for each other. I have never felt so safe, so secure, so … loved.
Damn.
This wasn’t supposed to be about love.
Afterglow, I remind myself. The world’s best. I wouldn’t be the first person who’s mistaken amazing sex for more than it really is.
When the morning comes, I’m tired, happy, and thankful. And I can feel all the worries I was trying to escape pressing back in on me.
What do I do now?
LEXY
I’m so afraid that I’ll never get enough of them.
Seeing them individually, I was already hopelessly addicted; I know that now.
Being with them together? It’s become as essential to me as air and water.
When I’m with them, I can’t imaginenotbeing with them. Forever.
But when I’m alone, which is mostly only during the day, the doubts creep in. Reality creeps in.
This can’t go on forever.
The men, even Kai, have been discreet, just as we discussed. We haven’t been in public together, but we spend our nights together—all four of us. I was severely sleep deprived for several days, but I didn’t care.