“What do you need, Cary?” Wolf asked on a pained breath. He stayed perfectly motionless as his need leaked through the bond and wrapped around me. I could sense the amount of control it was taking him to hold back, and he wasn’t a creature of control. He was a bright, wild energy that stirred the blood in my veins. Yet, what I needed was for him to submit to me. The thought thrilled me and woke up something dark within me.
“Look at Ava,” River demanded roughly. My eyes shot open to see him standing behind her. He had his hand around her throat and she was panting heavily. “She wants this as much as you do. Whatever you need, and however you need it, it won’t break us. You won’t break us, Cary. You make us stronger.”
River stripped me bare with his words, as he saw through to the core of me. He was showing me they were strong enough to handle my needs, as well as hers. To handle all our needs.
“Please, Cary. Tell Wolf what you need. Let him see you. All of you.”
Ava had her eyes fixed on my hand on Wolf’s thigh and her desire wrapped around me in the bond. I loved watching her letting go of her constraints and exploring her sexuality. She gave breathy little moans and whimpers that drove me wild. Her enthusiasm to learn and explore us as well was addictive. The press of her need had my hand instinctively inching further up Wolf’s thigh. She moaned, and the last of my restraint shattered. I stopped overthinking this as her desire overrode everything else.
“You, Wolf,” I groaned, answering his question. “I need to fuck you.”
“Now we’re talking,” Ryder growled as I turned to Wolf and pressed him hard up against the corner of the couch. My kiss was rough and unyielding, not letting either of us escape this. He more than matched me, letting his pent up desire wash over me.
“You can fuck me any way you want,” Wolf rasped as I bit a line down his neck. His voice was raw as his need for me blasted through the bond. It was different to the all-consuming way we both felt about Ava, but we needed each other too. “Tell me I’m yours.”
“You’re mine, Wolf. Just as we’re both Ava’s and the pack’s,” I reassured him, in a raspy voice I barely recognized. I belonged to all of them, in whatever way worked for us. That was pack.
I embraced everything Ava and I wanted, as I felt the heat I’d been barely holding back burn through my veins.
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Needovertookme,asI felt Cary give in to his heat. My world focussed on the enticing show of hands and tongues playing out like a movie just for me. Cary bit a line down Wolf’s throat, leaving a trail of red marks as he rapidly unbuttoned Wolf’s shirt, exposing his hard chest.
Cary kept his eyes on Wolf as he leaned back and pulled off his hoodie. He hadn’t bothered with a t-shirt, as if he’d hated the feel of too many scratchy clothes on his skin this morning. I remembered that feeling. His sweatpants disappeared just as quickly. He hadn’t bothered with briefs either. The sight of Cary’s hard dick straining towards Wolf, and his heat pheromones saturating the air, had slick wetting my thighs.
“Can I taste you?” Wolf asked. His words coming out rough.
Cary’s eyes glinted darkly as he nodded and sat back, spreading his legs wide. Wolf kneeled in front of him and kissed a line down his chest and across his stomach, making Cary’s abs tighten as he hissed. They fixed their eyes on each other as Wolf reached Cary’s straining cock. He licked over the tip, and I groaned as I remembered the feel of that wet heat on my skin. Hands moved down my legs and pulled my jeans with them as Nick moved in front of me. He trailed wet kisses back up my legs, before he spread them wide and tasted me in long licking motions. The sensation, teased in unison with the show, had me flying high.
“Can I join in and help you through your heat?” Ryder asked Cary. His bright blue eyes had darkened, too, and there was a mix of curiosity and hunger in the way they roved over Cary’s body.
“Please say yes,” I whimpered. I hadn’t meant to say that out loud, but watching the three of them together would be a fantasy come to life.
“Yes,” Cary answered, eyes still fixed on Wolf.
“You have me so intrigued, Cary,” Ryder admitted. “I’ve been dying to have some fun with you, and make Ava moan while I touch you.”
“Fuck-” Cary’s words bit off as Ryder slid closer and ran his hands down over Cary’s chest. Cary tightened his hands in Wolf’s hair in response.
“Look at him, Ava. He’s so fucking beautiful,” Ryder moaned. Cary broke Wolf’s gaze and glanced up at him. Ryder was oblivious as he looked down at Cary’s body, his eyes following the trail of his hands. Cary’s lips parted as if he was about to object until he saw the sincerity on Ryder’s face, and he relaxed. Cary almost glowed under Ryder’s gaze as he pushed his body up into his hands. Hungry for more touch and finally allowing himself to have it.
Cary’s hips thrust up into Wolf’s mouth, too, and Wolf grunted as he took more of Cary. He sucked hard, too needy to be gentle, as he reached down and cupped Cary’s balls. Cary groaned as his heat set in and his scent turned syrupy. His muscles went rigid, as if the heat had his body in a grip of iron. It was the opposite of the way my body had gone limp.
I felt like a voyeur as my desire spiked, and I thrust into Nick’s mouth. I was trying to be quiet and not distract Cary, but a moan slipped free as I felt River’s hands move down my body. He quickly removed my cardigan and t-shirt so he could fondle my breasts before pinching my aching nipples. It set me on fire. I wouldn’t last long with the combined stimulation of hands, mouths, and an erotic show. This was going to be over embarrassingly fast for me if they didn’t let up. I could already feel sparks spiraling deep in my core.
Cary suddenly grabbed Wolf by the hair and yanked his head back. Wolf’s eyes looked wild as he pulled off Cary’s cock.
“I’m close, and so is Ava. I can feel how much she’s loving watching us. But I want her to come while I’m fucking you.”
Oh god.I almost came on the spot, but Nick eased back and switched to kissing the inside of my thigh, while River shifted his hands so they were resting below my breasts. It seemed they were both on board with Cary’s request.
“Bend over the end of the couch, Wolf,” Ryder demanded. Both he and River liked to play the role of ringmaster, it seemed. Cary didn’t object.
“Oh god, yes,” I moaned. Cary glanced over at me as Wolf moved out of the way. He grabbed his dick around the base and gave it a hard tug, with his eyes firmly on Nick’s head moving between my thighs. “Please, Cary. I need to watch you fuck him.”
I knew how much Cary loved dirty words coming out of my mouth. He groaned and shot me a dark look, before he turned his attention back to the prime alpha who stood at the end of the couch next to him, waiting patiently. I could feel Wolf aching for Cary in the bond, and his cock wept with pre-cum. Cary licked his lips. He looked hungry, but there was too much wild, heated need riding him right now.
Cary stood up and walked around behind Wolf. He ran his hand lightly down Wolf’s back, and Wolf trembled at the touch. Cary applied pressure as his hand traveled back up and Wolf obediently bent over the couch. He rested his face over his hands, trapping them beneath him. There was no resistance or reluctance coming from him. He seemed genuinely happy to let Cary take charge.