He would pull out and grab some more of the cream, sliding out of her and then back to her ass. A gasp tore from her when he slammed the last two inches into her. Alastair pressed his forehead to her shoulder and took a few shaky breaths. She ran her hands up and down his sweaty back, trying to soothe him.
“Being in your body, anywhere in your body, is paradise,” he said. He lifted his head to stare down at her. “How are you? I know it’s a bit tighter fucking you this way.”
She smiled and raised her knees. “I think having you anywhere in my body is paradise.”
He smiled gently down at her before kissing her sweetly. With their eyes staring at each other the whole time, he fucked her, and it seemed to go on and on.
She felt herself tighten up. “Alastair…”
“I know. I feel it. I’m close, too.” He adjusted his embrace. “Hold onto me, love.”
Her arms wrapped around his upper arms. He was so muscular she couldn’t hold on, but she could use her nails to brace herself. His lunges were smooth but hard enough that she knew she’d come quickly. She felt her body tighten, and it was soon becoming agonizing.
“Don’t close your eyes,” he growled.
She fought to keep them open. She felt him harden and grow bigger and knew he was ready.
“Come for me, love,” Alastair yelled.
That’s all it took for her to fly. The sounds of ecstasy they made echoed in the room.
Alastair turned them to the side but kept his cock in her. They both concentrated on slowing their heartbeats before they moved. Beth gasped when he pulled out of her.
He kissed her lips. “I’m sorry. I’m going to clean up, and then I’ll take care of you. Stay where you are.”
Beth nodded and watched him walk away. She pulled the throw blanket at the bottom of the bed over her when she started to shiver.
Alastair was back within five minutes and gently cleaned her before lifting her hips to pull the blanket out from under her and then sliding in next to her. He wrapped them up and cuddled her against the heat of his body.
“Hell, you pooped me out, woman.” He grinned down at her. “No pun intended.”
It took a moment to grasp what he was saying, and she gasped. “I can’t believe you just said that. That’s awful.”
He laughed so hard he pressed his face into her hair to take time to settle. She couldn’t help but smile. He looked down at her with a grin on his face and love that warmed her inside. This was a time she’d never forget.
“I love you so much,” she said.
He grew serious. “I love you.”
God, she just hoped it was enough to get them through the next day.
Chapter Four
Beth smoothed her hair and studied herself in the mirror. She was shaking inside, and at times, it made her nauseous. She had already vomited and eaten a few crackers she kept hidden in her panty drawer.
She took a few deep breaths and placed her hands on her stomach. “Don’t worry. If he doesn’t want us anymore, we can make our own family.”
God, she loved the child so much because it was a part of him. She just hoped he would feel the same way.
She made her way downstairs. She knocked on his open office door.
He looked up from his desk and smiled. “There’s my beautiful wife.”
She tried to smile, but she knew he caught it. Her expression wasn’t real, and she trembled.
“What’s wrong?” he said and stood.
She put her hands up. “Wait.” She closed the door behind her and then faced him again. “You know how much I love you, right?”