Page 49 of Vicious Hearts

I’ve never even considered letting a woman take the lead before. But Roxy is not just any woman.

I denied her once, and it nearly killed me. I’m not gonna make that mistake again.

I lift my arms and put them behind me, holding onto the headrest. “Take what you want from me, baby.”

Roxy gives a sweet little giggle, and I almost fall apart there and then. I want to shove her into the footwell and fuck her face, but I resist. To my surprise, she slides to her knees on the floor, reaching for my zipper.

“Don’t touch me, okay?” she says, freeing my erection. She rubs the tip with her thumb, smearing a bead of dew over the most sensitive spot, before lapping at it with her tongue.

Her movements are agonizingly slow. The sight of her slowly licking around the head, her small hand gripping the base…fuck. I tighten my hold on the headrest, fighting the urge to grab her hair and push her warm mouth onto me until she chokes.

After several minutes of this, I’m dying. Every muscle in my body is so tense I feel like I might shatter into a million pieces. As much as I don’t want to say it, the words are making a break for my lips.

“Don’t fucking tease. Give it to me.”

She pauses, stroking my cock slowly as her eyes meet mine. She looks so fucking beautifully slutty in her pretty dress, her lipstick smeared over her cheek.

“What’s the matter, Ben?” She arches an eyebrow at me. “You need something?”

“Just get up here and fuck me.”

“Your manners are atrocious,” she says, swiping her tongue over the head of my cock. I shift my hips, trying to relieve the deep ache in my abdomen.

“I need to feel your tight pussy around my cock,” I say as she slowly moves her hand up and down. “This is torture.”

“This is what you did tomein Hawaii,” she says. She stops pumping my cock and grips it firmly at the base, making me moan. “You led me on, only to turn me away at the last minute because you felt some kind of way about screwing a virgin.”

“I ledyouon?” Even though I want her more than anything in the world, the audacity is too much. “I know what you did, Rox. I know you wrecked your roof to let the rain in, knowing I’d have no choice but to let you stay with me. Getting changed into that skimpy outfit, with those damn braids…” My words dissolve into a gasp as she runs the tip of her tongue along my length.

“Okay, fine,” she murmurs. “But I know you were as hot for me then as you are now. Why wouldn’t you just take what you wanted?”

I’ve asked myself the same question many times and come up with many different answers, but none quite ring true. What should I have said to her?

You’re too young. I have nasty, depraved tastes that would frighten you. You want a real relationship, and I cannot give you what you deserve. Don’t waste your virginity on me. I’ll hurt you in every way imaginable.

“Because I was dangerously and pathologically obsessed with you,” I say, closing my eyes. “It consumed me. My desire was too deep, and I feared it’d pull you down and drown you.”

“And now?”

I open my eyes to see a haunted expression on her face. The teasing smile has disappeared, concern marring her beautiful features.

“Now I can’t let go, even if we both go under. I’d rather drownwithyou than stay afloat without you.”

I let go of the headrest, touching her cheek with my fingertip. “If I’m honest with myself, I came home as a test. Could I look at you andnotfeel like I’d die if I didn't touch you again? Then you barged into my life and caught me off guard, but worse—youneededme. When I realized someone had hurt you and might hurt you again, I couldn’t say no.”

Roxy climbs onto my lap, her knees on either side of my hips. I stroke her cheek with my thumb, my fingers rubbing the bruises on her neck.

“And yet, here. Look whatIdid to you.” I say, tugging her toward me so I can brush my lips over her tender throat. “This is therealme. I don’t know how to be any other way, and truthfully, I don’t want to change.” I bite her neck softly, and she sighs. “You can’t pick and choose the parts of me you want. You have to take itall. Do that, and I’ll worship every sweet inch of your body until you can’t say anything except my name.”

Roxy grinds her hips, and I reach for her panties, tugging them aside. They are drenched in her arousal, and I can smell the fresh scent of her pussy as she slides along my shaft, lubricating it even more.

“I wouldn’t change a thing,” she whispers, “except where your hands are. Put them back behind you.”

I grit my teeth and acquiesce to her demand, holding the headrest. Roxy shuffles in place, reaching below the hem of her dress so she can move her panties out of the way. The head of my cock catches her slick opening, nudging inside a little, and I drop my head back against the seat. I lift my hips, trying to get inside her, and she surprises me by slapping my cheek.

“Stay still,” she says, giggling playfully. “I’mdriving.”

Fuck. I never thought she’d do that.I really wanna slap her back, but there’ll be another time. Right now, I’m doing whatever the fuck she tells me to do.

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