When he gets to my knees, he flattens his hands and keeps going up.
The sensation of his big palms rubbing the inside of my thighs sends chills through me. My stomach flips and flutters as his fingers get closer to my aching core.
Come on… just a little higher…
Instead of touching me where I crave him the most, he goes for the towel I’m still wearing. From the bottom, Kai lifts one corner, placing it on the outside of my hips, before repeating the same action with the other side. It reminds me of how someone would open a book, but people don’t usually look at paper pages as if they’re a treasure trove.
Kai’s expression is a compliment all on its own. He looks at the place between my legs as if it’s something sacred.
“So pretty,” he coos. “So perfect and pink and wet. You’re just glistening down there. I bet you taste delicious.”
“Taste?” I repeat incredulously.
Licking his lips, he declares, “I’m going to put my mouth on your pussy.”
“O-okay.” I’d assumed he was going to use his hands because oral sex seems so intimate, but I’m definitely not opposed to it.
“Has anyone ever done this to you before?”
“Nope.”
“If you don’t like it and you want me to stop, I will.”
“Don’t stop.” My response is strangled because my throat is tight. “Please, don’t stop. I don’t care what you do. Just do it.”
Kai smirks again.
Nudging my knees with his elbows, he wedges his broad shoulders between my legs. He’s not shy about making room for himself as he pushes my thighs apart. I’m still covered by the towel on top, but my bottom half is completely exposed.
Keeping me informed, just like he said he would, he explains, “I’m going to hook my arms under your knees like this.” He proceeds to drape my legs over his biceps. “And I’m going to put my hands right here.”
He cups the sides of my butt. His fingers squeeze the flesh a couple times, but not because he needs to hold onto me—he’s feeling me. He’s enjoying the way my ass bulges in his hands, and I like the obvious approval oozing from him.
I’ve always had a disproportionately large backside compared to the rest of my body, and I’m glad Kai likes it. I’m not waif-like, and I never will be. Even when I’m emaciated, I’ve still got some junk in the trunk.
Since emerging from the maze, I’ve noticed how much more filled out I am. It’s as if the starvation I went through never happened, so Kai’s getting to see the real me.
“Then…” Kai continues, locking eyes with me as he leans in closer and dips his head.
“Then?” I whisper, my breaths quick and shallow.
“I won’t be able to speak for a while because my tongue will be occupied.”
An uncontrollable tremble of arousal goes through me.
Registering my body’s response, Kai gives me an encouraging nod. “It’s normal for you to shake. You’ll sweat, too. You might get a sort of numbness in your fingers and face. You might make sounds you’ve never made before. If it tickles and you want to laugh, that’s okay as well. Anything you do is right. Understand?”
I nod, thankful he’s putting so much effort into making me comfortable.
But I still have a concern. “What if—”
I stop myself before I reveal too much, but Kai won’t let me off the hook. “What if…? Don’t hold out on me.”
“What if there’s something wrong?”
“Wrong?”
“With me.”