I click my tongue and shake my head.
 
 “It’s not about trusting her. I need to learn more about her. And then I need to know if anyone’s using her to fuck with me. Too much of this shit revolves around her, and while I’m convinced she has nothing to do with it, I don’t like that people are using her.”
 
 He sucks in a strained breath.
 
 “Okay. Then things are good,” he says, lowering himself into an armchair.
 
 Our eyes connect.
 
 “You seem relieved,” I say.
 
 “I am.”
 
 The silence thickens in the room.
 
 “I don’t want anything bad to happen,” he says after staring blankly at the coffee table.
 
 “That’s not up to us,” I mutter. “We can only do our best. Everything else is a matter of fate.”
 
 He says nothing.
 
 “Speaking of fate…” I continue. “What happened to that woman?”
 
 He lifts his gaze to me.
 
 “Which one?”
 
 A smile tickles my lips.
 
 “Which one?”
 
 He laughs, and then he doesn’t.
 
 “I broke up with her.”
 
 “Why? You didn’t like her?”
 
 “I did. That’s why I broke up with her. I didn’t want this life for her.”
 
 His confession makes me freeze.
 
 “No offense, Boss.”
 
 “No offense taken. What did she say?”
 
 He breathes a sad chuckle.
 
 “She didn’t like it. And she cursed me. She said she wanted me dead. I said her wish would be granted sooner or later. I haven’t heard from her since.”
 
 Neither of us smiles.
 
 What he says stands true for him and me and every other man living this life. It comes with a horrible price, and sooner or later, we’ll all be paying it.
 
 I wish I had something nice to say, but I’m at a loss for words, so I push out of my seat and head toward the exit, digging inside my jacket and looking for a cigarette.
 
 “I’m upstairs if anyone is looking for me,” I say before pushing through the door and walking away.
 
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