Page 91 of More Than I Can Bear

Kaine moved in then, pressing his body against my back as he held me close.

“There’s something special between you and Riv. Makes sense. You’ve got so much in common…”

But that was only the superficial stuff. I would’ve felt the same about River if he liked Dungeons and Dragons or monster trucks. Hmm… maybe not the monster trucks. As if summoned, I felt him touch my mind just then.

Where’d you get to?

I heard the sleepy tone as if he was standing right next to me.

Kaine wanted to check in. Adam wants to jump right into everything head first.

So the usual bullshit.He sighed.Want me to come and intervene?

Not yet. I have to learn how to handle them if this is going to work.

You’ve got this.

And then he sent me a very frank mental image, of the two men blathering on and me shutting them up as my hands wrapped around their cocks.

Maybe that wasn’t such bad advice.

I reached up and slid my hand down Kaine’s chest, then Adam’s and both men stopped talking so fast it was almost comical. It was then I realised the power I had as they both focussed on me.

Just as sI stared at them. Adam was all golden lean muscles, but Kaine’s were much heavier, solid, as if they came from long hours during tasks that required heavy endurance, not speed. Adam was completely smooth, where my fingers toyed with the small smattering of hair on Kaine’s chest. But as I explored, they both watched, completely fascinated, letting out twin sighs when my fingernails scraped across their nipples. And their bodies? They both quivered with an unspecified tension, ready to take over the second I wanted them to.

“We started this night putting me in control, so why don’t we end it that way?” I said, sliding fingers down their stomachs, feeling the muscles flex, right before I took each one of them in hand.

“Oh fuck…”

That helpless little exhalation from Kaine was everything I needed. It was great that he was the one trying to make sure everyone was OK, but sometimes I wanted this too. A Kaine whose head rolled back, his eyes closing, his mouth falling open. A man whose hyper-alert brain went offline the minute my fingers wrapped around him. His hips jerked back and forth in time with my strokes, working his cock in and out of my grip, even as I jacked him off.

“So that’s what it takes to shut him up?” Adam ground out, slapping his hand above my head onto the tiles. He let out a little hiss, his eyes rolling backwards before he forced himself to look at me. “Well, you’ve got us right in the palms of your hands, so what’re you going to do with us?”

Spending such a long time without having sex had given me plenty of opportunities to fantasise, so maybe that’s why I did this. I bent over, replacing my hand with my tongue. Adam let out a strange little sound as I licked a stripe up his cock, then a low hum of pleasure as I sucked him in.

“And that’s what it takes to shut Adam up.” Kaine, the cool, calm and collected, was back online. “I think I’m going to need you to suck his cock a whole lot if this is going to work. And if you do…” His hand slid up my inner thigh and I parted my legs willingly, because bobbing my head over Adam’s hard length made me ache for something similar inside me. “I promise to make it worth your while.”

My mouth was otherwise occupied, so I couldn’t reply, couldn’t do anything, not when he moved his hand. Kaine slid his fingers carefully, cautiously through my sensitive folds, but when I didn’t jerk back, he surged forward, piercing me with his thumb as two of his fingers slid either side of my clit.

I never expected it to be like this, as the pleasure Kaine forced upon me encouraged me to try and drag Adam on to higher and higher heights.

“Oh fuck, baby… That feels so fucking good. Shit, shit, yeah, just like that. Mm… You make me want to fucking shoot my load right down your throat. You’d like that, right?”

I pulled away then, staring up at Adam with bleary eyes, right as Kaine moved behind me, replacing his fingers with something else. Swollen, blunt, hard, he felt like he was splitting me in two and I pushed back hard to aid the process.

“Yes,” I said to Adam. “Yes….” I said as Kaine’s hands gripped my hips and he forced himself deeper. “Yes,” I murmured as I clawed Adam closer.

“Fuck yes…” he hissed, as his cock nudged at the back of my throat.

I’d always been turned on by the idea of multiple guys with one girl, though I hated the way it was usually portrayed in porn. Like the girl was just a series of holes to masturbate in. But this? It was something so far from those images that I didn’t know how you’d classify them as the same. Both men thrust into me but I took everything I needed from them, their pleasure and mine, right up until this.

Whatever their dick bones did, it awakened an itch inside me I’d never experienced before. I pushed back against Kaine’ thrusts, forcing him harder, deeper, but that wasn’t what I needed.

“Kaine…”

I’d pulled away from Adam to whine my discontent and Kaine would give me anything I needed, I knew that. From stepping in with Tarquin’s mother at the cafe, to picking me up when the news story broke, his first thought wasn’t his family or their reputation, but me. I’d been looking after myself for so damn long, it was hard to see this for what it was, but… He didn’t want me to have to do it on my own anymore. The offer of a credit card wasn’t some financial transaction, but simply an offer of help. So that I’d have what I needed at any moment, whether he was around or not.

But that wasn’t what I needed right now.

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