Page 98 of Jester

JESTER

Ilose control of myself. I’ve never fucked a woman I loved before. I figured it was like fucking anyone. But I wasn’t ready for this primal need. Something breaks inside me. I’m ripped apart by fear and hope.

A part of me wants her to stop what’s happening and let us return to our safe holding pattern.

There’s nothing safe about this need I feel. Talon owns me completely now. We no longer have any barriers between us. I haven’t felt this fragile since I was a kid with pointless affection for my shitty parents.

Talon seems shellshocked after our first fuck. I lost all that soft stuff once she came on my dick. The heat mixed with my love and made me nuts. I don’t know what’s happening. I’m not a smart man when it comes to feelings. I just do what feels right.

And right now, fucking Talon into submission feels right. She’s mine. I never want any other man to have a chance to win her heart.

My brain tries to be reasonable. Talon waited for me. She doesn’t want anyone else. I have nothing to prove.

But that rational crap feels wrong. Talon waited because she had an idea in her head about me. The reality of who and what I am is bound to send her running. That’s why I need to mark her in some way to keep her with me.

“My pussy feels weird,” Talon says, resting next to me on the bed.

I remain on my back, staring at the ceiling and struggling to figure out how to be what Talon needs.

“Weird, how?”

“Like when I used to ride horses and I bounced too much. My bang-hole is battered. The waxing also left the skin sensitive.”

“I don’t know what to say to that.”

“You should show pity,” she says, rolling on her side and kissing my shoulder. “My bang-hole has gone through some wild shit today.”

I cup her pussy and glance at her. “Are you scared?”

“No. Are you?”

“Are we still good?”

Talon offers a welcoming smile. “Yeah, Jester, we’re still good. I bet we could have more fun before dinner. Just let me get used to this feeling.”

“I can’t fuck soft.”

“You did fuck soft.”

“No, I got rough.”

“You went wild,” she says as her tender smile turns cocky. “I like how much you want me.”

Settling down, I slide my middle finger between her folds as I cup her pussy. “I feel unsure about things.”

“By things, do you mean me?”

“No, I mean the future.”

Talon loses her smile. “Did I do something wrong?”

“No. It’s just more real now.”

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