“You believe there’s a difference.”
“You know there is.”
“I won’t be gentle.”
“Good. That’s the last thing I want right now.”
“And if I want to spank you while I fuck you?”
“Please.”
“And if I want to bite your nipples until you fear you can’t take anymore?”
She lets go of me and pushes her tits together as an offering.
“Birth control or condoms? Both? Because I am coming inside you,piccolina. And when I do, I won’t let go of you. You are mine.”
“Fuck. It’s so hot when you talk like that. It’s even hotter knowing you mean it.”
“Is that what you want? To be mine?”
“We both know I have been since the moment we met. The moment we saw each other.”
She’s right. I just didn’t think she realized it. I liked chasing her as much as she liked being chased. I’ll make her admit it. This isn’t the time or place, but I’m making it so. I’m staking my claim, and I want her to do the same thing.
“Why pretend otherwise? Was it so you could control me? Make me chase you like I did today?”
“I don’t want control. Just the opposite. I can’t go anywhere. You can do anything you want to me right now, and I knew that coming down here. I admit, having you follow me is empowering in a way. It feels good to be that desired. To know you pursued me and didn’t stop until you had me.”
“Did you want me to take without asking? Is that your real fantasy with a man?”
“You. These things I want— I only want them with you. Of course, I’ve wanted to be desired before. I’m not a virgin. But this— game or whatever it is —I’ve never played it before. I don’t know all the rules, but I want it. I only want it with you.”
She repeats herself. She wants me to understand that. She feels like she must prove herself to me. That’snotwhat I want. I want her to admit it not feel insecure.
“I believe you, little one. Arrogant as this will sound, I don’t chase women. No, it’s not because they chase me, or they just give themselves to me. I’ve never wanted anyone the way I want you. I followed you because I wanted what we’re doing now. To feel you against me. To clear the air. And to punish you for being so reckless. What if there was already someone down here? What if something or someone got in the way of me following you, and you came down here alone? Was this one time enough? Or do you want us to roleplay this fantasy again?”
“Again. And you’re right about everything. It was shortsighted and reckless, but that’s how much I trust you. I thought about the risk, but I was so confident you’d protect me I took it. I just knew, Gabriele. I know I’m safer with you than I will ever be with anyone else.”
“You know who I am. You’re my fucking attorney, which makes this utterly unethical. You know what I’m accused of, and the claims being made about my past to prove I did something I didn’t.”
“I’d very much like to be your fucking attorney.”
She grins and waggles her eyebrows, but she grows serious. She cups my cheek with her left hand as her right rests on my chest.
“I know you’reCosa Nostraand what that means. I can guess at your past, but I won’t ask. I will listen to anything you tell me, and I’ll take it to the grave. But I won’t put you in a position to divulge anything. Maybe it’s having a clue what you can do that makes me know I’m safest with you. But I don’t get the same feeling with any of the other men in your family. It really is you.”
I lean forward and kiss her again. The first was hot, passionate, savage. This one is gentle and sensual. She slides her arms around my neck as I press against her again. My arm wraps around her waist as the other guides her hips to move on my leg.
“I’m going to make you come right now. Then we are going somewhere, so I can taste every inch of you. Then I’m going to slide my cock into your cunt and fuck you hard. I asked you before, birth control, condom, or both because I am coming inside you,piccolina. When I do, I’m making you—”
“I’m already yours— Gabe. I have an IUD. I’ve never had sex without a condom before. I want to with you. I don’t want anything between us. I test regularly.”
“I’ve never done it without a condom either, but I want to know my cum is inside you. That every step you take, you’ll feel it in your pussy and on your leg. You are mine beyond fucking, Sinead. I am not your fuck buddy.”
“We haven’t even gone on a date, but you’re so certain.”
“We’ve spent hours together already. We’re roleplaying a fantasy, so I think we’re miles past a first date. Do you not want what I do?”