“Again.”
When Xavi’s hand hit me again, it wasn’t on either side. It was right in the middle, stinging my balls and making my hole clench tight. My body jolted, but Xavi grabbed my hips to keep me still.
“You have no fucking idea how perfect you look right now, Nate,” he rasped, squeezing my hips. “These tan lines.” He traced them from hip to hip, tickling my lower back as his finger moved across the line where my shorts sat. “This fucking body.” He leaned over me, chest on my back and hands fondling me everywhere at once. “The way you taste.” His tongue ran a straight line from the base of my spine to my nape, and fuck me, I shivered and my cock pulsed beads of precum onto the bed.
“Xavi,” I moaned, needing something more but loving that he wasn’t giving it to me. Desperation was insanely arousing, and I understood what he was doing.
The kink list.
Spanking, edging, dominance. Xavi was morphing them all into one epic experience that had already blown my mind, and all I’d done was pose here for him to fuck with. He could fuck with me forever because Xavi had always been the leader, and I’d never hesitated to follow him anywhere.
“Hmm,” he hummed, the sound of his Velcro swim shorts being undone echoed around the small bedroom. “But I haven’t tasted enough of you yet.” He tugged on my hips to bring me to the end of the bed and then spread my ass apart. “My turn to drive you fucking crazy.”
His tongue lapped at my hole with no pause.
“Oh, fuck.” I grabbed the blanket and forgot to breathe.
When Xavi licked with no shame, I clenched my thigh muscles in an attempt to keep my cool. But I couldn’t keep cool when I was burning alive from the way he played my body like he knew every hotspot. He spread me open, feasted on me like I was dessert, and knelt down to suck my balls into his mouth.
“Holy fuck, Xav. I’m gonna lose my mind soon.” I pressed back against his face, wanting his tongue on my ass again.
“You can last longer than that,” he teased, smacking my ass and then my balls, making me delusional with the mix of pained pleasure. His teeth grazed my hip, but the pad of his thumb pressing against my hole distracted me.
“Oh,” I gasped, but it made Xavi stop. “I want it. Fuck, I want it.”
He pressed a little harder but didn’t breach the surface. “How bad?”
I’d considered bottoming at the beginning, but ever since Xavi basically stole the role, I’d been more than happy with mine. But now that his fingers teased my entrance, my dick leaked a steady stream onto the bed, and my mind was lucid but lost in this reality he’d created. I’d never craved anything more.
“So. Fucking. Bad.” I leaned back, trying to force his thumb inside me.
I hadn’t even looked at him yet, and the urge to see the blaze in his eyes overwhelmed me. When I turned my head, Xavi’s hand landed on the back of it, pressing my face to the mattress.
“I’m the bad guy right now, Nate,” he growled at me. “And I’m not going to give you what you want until you ask me better than that.” He pressed so hard on the back of my head I could barely breathe. It added a head rush to this already euphoric high he trapped me in. I used my last bit of air to moan, and the hum of approval it earned me from Xavi was worth the suffocation.
He let go. “On your knees.”
I sucked in a breath and didn’t give a single fuck that drool dripped down my chin as I knelt. When I saw Xavi for the first time since he got home, my heart thundered. He radiated power and exuded dark energy. Not ominous dark, but wild dark. The kind that meant he was going to fuck with me and enjoy every diabolical second of it. My dick ached, jumping with need. Xavi noticed.
I had no idea what I looked like on my knees for him, but I knew there’d be something crazed in my eyes and a flush to my skin that couldn’t be written off as embarrassment. Because I wasn’t embarrassed. I was empowered and sexy, wanting and wanted, aroused and in love with a man who never treated me like I was damaged or broken. I wasn’t a knock-knock joke to him. I was whole under his demonic attention, and it was such an insane realization that it made me grin like a devil.
“There you are,” Xavi said, amused and impressed. “My daredevil.” He walked toward me, grabbing my chin. “How far are you going to let me push you?”
I swallowed spit and looked him right in the eye, unafraid and completely alive. “Find out.”
I’d never been more excited to be pushed.
Fucking fall with me, Xavi.
He laughed, but it wasn’t his happy-go-lucky one. The sound of it chattered my teeth and made me pant. But breathing was his domain after he forced my face down and buried his cock between my lips until my eyes watered and I choked on the fullness of him in my throat. Every muscle strained as he took what he wanted and pushed me far enough that I was on the brink of either passing out or coming.
When he pulled back to give me air, I thought he’d let me suck in one breath and start all over again, but he didn’t. He claimed his own turn. He pushed me so hard I fell onto my back, and Xavi never wavered in his confidence as he spread my legs open, pushed my knees towards my shoulders, and dove face-first into my ass.
I groaned in pleasure. “Ah, fuck.” My hands fisted in his hair, pulling him in until he was the one suffocating. “More.”
His tongue breached my hole, and his hair tickled my nuts. My eyes fluttered, staring at the ceiling because I didn’t have the coordination to lift enough to watch him. But I felt everything.Everything. Every lick and suck and caress of his tongue against my sensitive skin. And when it got to be too much, threatening orgasm, Xavi read my body like an expert and backed off. Denying me the satisfaction of coming.
He licked his lips and glared at me with a mix of heady lust and menacing dominance. “You want me to fuck you, daredevil?” he asked, all power. Kneeling between my legs, he pulled my ass right against his dick, taunting the motion and making me crazy. “You want my cock inside you?” He bent forward, hands linking with mine as he pinned them beside my head and rocked against me. “Or you want to bury your thick cock inside me? Answer me.” He bit my lip and kissed me hard.