“Gran, if you were rich, what would you spend your money on?” I ask between warm mouthfuls.
“A private school for you, with kind and patient teachers. And a small house we could call our own, with no bills or landlord, and two easy chairs by the fireplace.”
“When we’re rich, can we have tea with clotted cream every single day?”
“Every single day,” she replies.
“Tell me again, Gran. What happened to my mother?”
It comes out of nowhere, and it takes her by surprise. She puts down her spoon. “Your mother left us,” she says.
“I know that,” I reply as I try to conjure a memory of her face, but I draw a complete blank. All I can envisage is the framed photo of her that Gran keeps in the living room. That photo was taken when my mother was only a few years older than I am now.
“Your mother had demons,” Gran says. “She got lost in the labyrinth, as people sometimes do. By the time I realized she’d been wooed away by a fly-by-night, it was too late to save her.”
I think about the troll in the mansion. He seems not nearly as frightening as my mother’s demons or the winged fly-by-night that wooed her away. You can fight monsters you can see, or you can run away from them. But the invisible ones are inescapable.
I swirl my spoon around in my bowl. “Gran, what happens if you die?”
Her eyes grow two sizes. “My dear girl, I’m not going to die.”
“That’s a lie,” I say as I plunk down my spoon in protest.
“You’re right. I will die one day. But not soon. And besides, even when I’m gone, I won’t leave you. You won’t see me, but I’ll be there with you, always.”
“Like a ghost?”
“Yes. Like a friendly ghost haunting you for the rest of your days. And reminding you to brush your teeth when you’re done with your breakfast.” She smiles and grazes my cheek with her palm.
I pick up my empty bowl and place it in the sink, then rush down the hallway to our tiny washroom, where I brush my teeth as instructed. A few minutes later, I meet Gran by our front door.
“To the mansion we go,” she says. She’s crouching down, tying her right shoe. When she’s finished, she gazes up at me. “Molly,promise you’ll tell me if you’re unhappy at the mansion?” Her eyes are scrunched and glassy.
“Unhappy? Gran, I love it there. I love to clean.”
“You certainly made a good impression on Mrs. Grimthorpe with all that silver you polished yesterday. She called you ‘obedient and compliant,’ which from her is as high a compliment as they come. She has a surprise for you today.”
“A surprise?” I ask. “What is it?”
Gran stands and pinches my cheek. “You’ll have to wait and see.”
Together, we head out on our long commute. I spend the entire journey imagining what surprise a woman like Mrs. Grimthorpe could have in store for me. Used gray pajamas? A lump of coal in a darned stocking? A hairy spider in a jar?
But when Mrs. Grimthorpe opens the heavy front door to the mansion, she announces it right away. “Your grandmother and I had a chat the other day while we were shopping. We’ve come to a conclusion,” she says.
“About what?” I ask.
“About you,” Mrs. Grimthorpe replies, as her eyes narrow to pinpoints, sticking me to my place like a butterfly affixed to a board. “Mr. Grimthorpe and I have always maintained that bad habits can be broken, and that a mannered, well-educated child is preferable to a lazy ragamuffin.”
“R-A-G-A-M-U-F-F-I-N. Meaning: a gadabout?”
“Or a ne’er-do-well,” says Gran.
“The great unwashed,” Mrs. Grimthorpe adds with grave finality.
“What Mrs. Grimthorpe is saying,” Gran explains, “is that all children—and even adults—are capable of learning; it’s just that some need to learn in their own ways, and an institution, such as a school or other facility, is not the place for everyone.”
“But no person, be they adult or child, should waste a chance at betterment,” Mrs. Grimthorpe adds.