Page 84 of Black Mark's Heart

His fingers plunged back inside my dripping sex as he started licking my sphincter. I was suddenly very glad I'd showered before coming to bed. I closed my eyes and dropped my head into the pillow as I moaned loudly at the pleasure his hand was causing me. I could feel Darius's body moving back and forth against the sheets and understood he was using the friction of the bed to keep stimulating himself.

I was on the brink of orgasm again when Darius spat on my butt a second time, used his thumb to rub it around, and then probed his tongue into my rear passage. It yanked me right away from orgasm while I blinked wide eyed at the unusual sensation. I wasn't sure if I liked it, but I wasn't not liking it.

Darius moved to the bedside table, opening the drawer to take something out. "You're going to really enjoy what I'm about to do to you." Darius slid my vibrator into me and turned it on. He gave the vibrator a few tugs until I threw my head back and moaned. Darius left the vibrator there, knowing he'd found the right spot. "I can't believe you'll let a guy bleed you, but not bugger you."

"Jasper's not into that," I informed him.

"He's missing out," Darius chuckled. He moved into the bathroom to get the lubricant. He lay beside me, his face close to mine. His expression was one of caring and concern as he moved my hair back behind my ear and watched me carefully.

"You could have said no from the start, Mora. You're curious for this, I can read that easily. It may be really uncomfortable to start with, maybe even the first couple of times, but I promise, you will cum harder than ever before."

I was ready to cum now, the placement of the vibrator holding me on edge.

"Do you trust me, Mora?" Darius asked.

"Of course." I didn't have to hesitate with that question.

Darius kissed my nose. "Then trust me to know your limits."

He moved back behind me and I felt the coldness of the lubricant fall over that tight hole. Gently, Darius moved over me. Placing his hardness between my cheeks, he started sliding back and forth along the channel.

I moaned. The weight of him pushing against me, combined with those small nudges to my vibrator, made my eyes want to fold back in my head. He didn't press to enter me, but I felt the weight of his cock growing heavier against me, and I could feel the tension in his hips.

"Dare?" I moaned his name.

"Mora?" He lowered himself into a sustained push up to bite across my shoulder.

"I'm scared."

"Do you want me to stop?" he asked carefully.

I sucked in a breath and turned my face to his, using my hand to bring his mouth to mine for a passionate kiss. When my neck couldn't handle the angle any longer, I pulled back and dropped my face to the pillow. "Do it," I murmured.

Darius pulled back, dragging my hips back with him to put me on all fours. "As I press in, push back as if you are trying to relieve yourself. It will make it easier and less painful on you."

I nodded, hoping to God I didn't actually relieve myself. Once you've had a baby, these things become untrustworthy. Darius added more lubricant to his monster, spreading it before placing himself at my sphincter.

He pushed gently forward, letting me know to start. I focused on his direction and bit my lip as he pressed into me. Uncomfortable wasn't the right word. There was an edge of pain to it, but with my front passage already full, there was pleasure to it also. Darius took his time pressing into me. He was gentle and careful.

"Are you okay?" Darius asked once he was balls deep.

I blinked at the full sensation. "Yes."

"I hate that we lost two years together, Mora," Darius mourned. "I hate what I allowed to happen to us. I'm going to make it up to you, baby. I promise."

"I never stopped loving you, Dare," I assured him. "Even when I hated you, I still loved you more."

"I'm going to start fucking you now, Mora," Darius warned. "If it becomes painful, just tell me and I'll stop." Darius growled and thrust forward.

I cried out, pain and pleasure mingling in my body so intensely that I wasn't sure which was more powerful. Darius gripped my hips and started pounding into me. I concentrated on opening my body to his anger and lust, and it was anger he was pouring into me now.

I reached down and upped the power on the vibrator. My eyes went wide at the pleasure suddenly riding my body. I felt so full, but as much as society said what he was doing to me was wrong, there was something so right to my body about being stuffed completely.

Darius hammered me hard and fast. I dropped my face to the pillow as I cried out at the mixed sensation of it. Pleasure quickly rising to overpower pain, Darius encouraged me to let go. I turned the power on the vibrator to full and could have screamed the hotel down. Darius cried out, able to feel the vibrations through my body. Then something new happened.

I came, but I came screaming my pleasure into the pillow. I'd never been able to vocalize my pleasure before, never been able to breathe when my body clamped down. This time, while Darius unleashed himself on me, I was able to let him know exactly how much I'd enjoyed it.

Darius jolted, and then suddenly, his rhythm changed, his thrusts deepened and became angrier as he groaned deeply. His body jerked against mine, then halted. He took a moment to catch his breath then laughed.

"Shit!" Darius pulled out and dropped to the bed beside me with a glorious smile. I removed the vibrator and dropped to the bed fully. "That was even better than I fantasized," Darius confessed.

"Hmmm," I murmured, biting my lip, my body still squirming.

Darius grinned and kissed my lips. "Did you like it, baby?"

"I came."

Darius got that egotistical grin on his face. "I heard."

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