Page 125 of Mafie Trials

Lev moves his fingers away and I kiss her thigh, right over her tattoo as I feel the bumps of scars beneath my fingertips. I keep kissing until I reach her core. Needing to know where she’s at now I ask again.

“Yellow.” Her voice nearly breaks so I close her legs, grab a blanket and Lev undoes her restraints. A good Dom rarely makes their sub use their safeword, and I’m not about to do that tonight.

Tears fall from her eyes and I instantly regret going so fast. Lev wraps his arms around her and kisses her forehead while I cover her with a blanket.

“You did so good baby,” I say as I sit down and rub her back.

“No. I didn’t.” She shuts down on us, her face going hard and passive and I grab her chin.

“You will not do that. Not here. Certainly not with us. You called yellow and I cut the scene because I’m not taking you to red. If you want to try again tonight, we stop here and talk about it. This is supposed to be a night that we celebrate you saying yes to being ours. I will not start that off by betraying your trust. Got it?”

Her eyes flare with defiance and the vulnerable state she was in before vanishes.

“Got it,” she says through clenched teeth.

Lev moves my hand from her face and turns her toward him. “We stop when things go too far, we stop because we respect you. We stop because we love you.”

“I know,” she says, her shoulders sagging. “Can we try again, please?”

“In a few minutes. Want to tell us what made you feel that way?” Lev brushes her hair back and holds her close while I keep rubbing her back.

“It’s stupid,” she scoffs.

“It’s still valid,” I remind her.

She sits up, taking space and we give it to her, knowing she can’t think if we are touching her.

“When I talked to my uncle earlier…” Her words fade out and we give her time to compose her thoughts.

“I had to tell him I hated you. That I was only using you. I had to tell him that you guys didn’t mean anything to me. I know we talked about it, but I hated the words and how they made me feel. When you got on your knees for me just now, I felt dirty, like I didn’t deserve you this way after I just said that only hours ago.”

She puts her face in her hands. Lev reaches out, pulling her back into him first, and then we settle her between us as we lay down.

“It wasn’t real, Little Shadow. You said those things because you had to. We still love you.”

“I know,” her breath shudders. “I think maybe I just needed to get it off my chest. When Alexi asked me for all of you, that thought kept running through my mind and it seems I could only push it out for so long.”

I tilt her head to me and kiss her.

“You deserve this,” Lev whispers in her ear as he kisses down her neck.

“You deserve everything we give you,” I affirm as my hand trails down her stomach and cups her core. She rocks her hips into me, the hesitation from earlier fading away.

“Do you want to keep going?” I ask as my finger slides over her slit, she’s still soaked.

Lev’s hand touches mine and when she nods we both sink our fingers into her. Her hips thrust in time as moans fall from her lips. I can feel her getting close. Lev moves his other hand to her chest and we both tug on the nipple clamps.

“Fuck, Ghost, Sunshine. I’m so close.” I look over at Lev and lean in to kiss him.

Evie watches us closely, her walls tightening at the sight of us loving each other while loving her too. Lev moves his fingers out and she whimpers at the loss until I know he’s pressing on her tight hole. Her body stiffens, but I pick up the pace, curling my fingers while rubbing a thumb over her clit.

When she relaxes, Lev pushes in. I can feel the pressure build. And when he starts moving, she comes for us. Her scream is beautiful as she gasps and writhes between us and we work her up for more.

When we remove our fingers she slides onto her back, breathless.

“That was just the beginning, Lucky Charm. Are you ready for more?” Lev spreads her legs wide and I get off the bed and grab the ice.

“Do you want to try something new?” I ask her as I get close to her on the bed.

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