Adeline: Are you awake? xx

Teddy: Hi beautiful, you OK? x

Adeline: Sorry, did I wake you? Xx

Teddy: It’s OK. You alright? It’s early…

Adeline: Just a nightmare xx

Teddy: Same one? x

Adeline: Yep xx

Teddy: Wanna talk about it?

I smiled despite the crashing of my heart against my ribcage and the way the silk of my pyjama top clung to my skin.

Adeline: I’m not sure xx

Teddy: That’s OK. We can talk about something else?

What are you doin’ for the Christmas break?

Adeline: Going home. You? Xx

Teddy: Same. Will be nice to see my folks I suppose xx

Adeline: Wish I could say the same ?? xx

Teddy: I wish I could be there xx

Adeline: You really don’t, trust me xx

Teddy: You know what I mean xx

My heart ached. How could he mean so much to me so quickly? I never let anyone in, yet he had come bounding straight through, like the gates were held open for him. Just him.

Adeline: I know, me too. It’s okay though. They’re usually very busy. It’ll just be nice to not have any homework xx

Teddy: Do you have a proper Xmas dinner? Like turkey and all the trimmings? xx

Adeline: Oh yes, it’s always a good spread! Xx

Teddy: I love Xmas dinner ?? I could eat it right now! x

Adeline: It’s 3 in the morning! Xx

Teddy: Right now Addie!

Adeline: You’re ridiculous xx

Teddy: Sexy though right? ?? xx

Adeline: Oh definitely xx

Teddy: Knew it x

Adeline: Modest too. LOL Ugh, I can’t stop thinking about my nightmare…