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The Deities
*ARMAN*
Idon’tdreamofmy own misery this time but of Colton’s son, of my old alpha’s pitiful child. He has abused his son all his life, trying to mold him into a monster. A monster like he was. And he almost succeeded. I can hear Benjamin’s cries, and I dream of how I just stand there, rooted to the ground, watching how Colton beats him with his belt until Benjamin loses consciousness.
The dream is not as real and as horrifying as last time. It seems like this time, I succeeded in not over-exhausting my gift… or rather, the cat helped me escape somehow. The more I use my gift, the worse the dreams get.
Still, living through this moment of my life again when I had to watch him abuse his child and just keep… watching, unable to do anything, has rooted itself deeply in my mind. I never want to be in that position again. I never want to be that helpless again.
I wonder how Benjamin is doing now? I know he made some mistakes, but in the end, he tried to do the right thing. Defying Colton was almost impossible, and I can’t blame Benjamin for not doing it until it was almost me. I myself couldn’t do it either, despite being a lycan.
“Hello, mate.” Warm arms snuggle around me, and tingles jolt through my body.
“This is a view I will never get tired of,” I say.
Harmony climbs on top of me, straddling my hips. Her long hair falls down on my chest; it’s usually light brown, but it’s gotten lighter because she is outdoors so much and in the sun.
And she is completely naked right now.
Khaldun huffs at me.You only notice now!?
I look up at her. “Don’t tell me you are going to cockblock me now by telling me we have to head to have dinner.”
“Dinner?” She laughs. “Did you take a look outside? It’s in the middle of the night.”
I stretch a bit, eyeing the window. She is right. I’m such a dunce.
Please don’t embarrass us further,Khaldun grumbles.She is sitting on top of us naked. Her intentions are clear.
He is right. I grab her hips first before moving my hands up her sides and to her breasts. She is a very athletic woman, training a lot, and it shows. Her body is firm, and she has stamina to die for.
Harmony flashes me a smirk, tugging my hands off her body and slipping downwards. She drags my pants down swiftly before bending over my cock. Flashing me a smirk, she takes the tip into her mouth, sucking at it.
“Fuck, Harmony,” I groan.
“Relax,” she mutters. “You are tired and exhausted, and tonight, it’s all about making you feel good.”
She teases me with her tongue while her hands stroke my dick to full hardness. “Look who is all into this already.”
“You think you can attach your lips to my dick, and I won’t be into it?” I ask. “In which universe wouldn’t I want you to blow me?”
She laughs and wraps her mouth around my dick, slipping down until she has swallowed me completely. Fuck. I throw my head back, allowing her to suck me to her best abilities. She has been my first woman ever, and I know she will be my last. No one can compare to Harmony. The tip of my dick hits the back of her throat, and I can feel how she hollows her cheeks before letting go of the pressure again and allowing my dick to slip out of her mouth. She takes it in again, but this time focuses on sucking and licking it, her head bobbing up and down. Before I can come, though, she lets go.
“What—”
“Ah.” She grins, straddling my hips again. Her hands find my cock and hold it in position while she lowers herself on it. “Still having complaints?”
“Not at all,” I breathe out while her hot walls engulf me. She moves her hips forward first before bending down so that my dick almost slips out of her and her breasts are in front of my face. I take the opportunity to attack the nipple of her left breast while my other hand moves to her ass. I smack it hard, making her groan, and for a second, I’m scared she didn’t like it.
But she flashes me a smirk. “I love when you are all dominant and show your alpha blood, my hot lycan mate.”
Her words spur me on further, making Khaldun come forward and growl in appreciation of her words. She likes us dominant? We can be dominant! I grab her hips, forcing her up before I turn us over. I use the moment to kiss her before drawing back a bit.
“How do you want me?” she whispers, her eyes flashing black with her wolf being on the surface too.
She always asks me if I want to try or do something, and I love her for it. She never belittles me for being inexperienced. “I want you on your knees,” I pant.