“Does it look like I don’t like it?” I want to fucking strip her naked right here and now. Slam this beast into her pussy and fuck her on the floor like the dick hungry virgin she is, but I want to do this right. For the first time anyway. So, instead, I hold my hand out and ask her to follow me. “Let’s go bathe angel. So I can make you dirty again."

Chapter9

Mila

I don’t know what has come over me but I feel so fucking sexy right now and it is giving me confidence. The look in his eyes when I stripped down to the lingerie I bought just for this weekend was priceless and further incited the bravado in me that never existed before Jake. Even now as he licks his lips and gives my body a long heated gaze it’s like I can feel what he sees in a tangible way. “Let’s go shower angel.” God my heart is beating so fast. I mean can a person die from too much anticipation? I reach behind myself to undo the clasps but he stops me. “Don’t. That is going to be my privilege, angel.” He pulls my hand up to his mouth and kisses it before turning back to the water.

I lean against that sink and watch him test the water, add scented beads that dissolve immediately into the tub creating the smell of rain water and lilies. His pants are still on but unbuttoned and beginning to lower. I watch rapt with lust and fascination as he bends over in front of me, dropping the stopper and placing towels inside of the tub. I am so busy licking my lips, completely captivated by how sexy his back muscles are and that little hint of skin above his waist that I don’t realize he has turned around until he chuckles. “Shoot.” I say biting my lip and ducking my head in embarasment.

“Hey, you can look all you like angel.” He kisses my lips with such gentleness and deliberateness. “Now come here.” His mouth doesn’t leave mine while he undresses me the rest of the way. He kisses my neck, biting it and leaving a mark. I tilt my head giving him more access and moan when my bra falls down my arms and gets caught on my pointed nipples before he moves, his finger brushing against the sensitive buds then feasting on them with his mouth.

His teeth graze them back and forth, his mouth warm and wet. My hands are in his hair, pulling him closer, moaning his name in ecstasy and dripping waiting for him to finally take me. He slowly lowers my panties while sucking my nipples to the point of tingling and a slight pain that I welcome. “Jake please.” His finger parts the split of my pussy and he releases my nipples and hisses.

“Fuck, little girl. Is all of this honey for me? Is this hot little honeypot so fucking greedy for my cock that she is running over?” Oh God I love his mouth.

“Yes, Jake. Yes she is horny for you.” His finger is rubbing slowly and firmly over my clit and I rock against it, trying to reach the apex but he knows my body and stops over and over not letting me come.

“Fuck, angel. This fuckhole is testing the very last thread of my restraint.” His finger enters my pussy with a growl and I splinter apart screaming his name and gasping for air. He continues to pump it in and out of me eventually adding another finger as he does during our hot and heavy makeout sessions. He finger fucks me through the orgasm until I am wrung out and leaning into him. “Come on, baby. Let’s clean up.”

He holds me the entire shower giving me the loofah to clean us both so he doesn’t have to put me down. We step out of the shower and the room is warm and glowing with the lights out. “It's so romantic.” I lean up and kiss his lips hoping he can feel my appreciation.

“I want this first time to be perfect for you, especially because every time after this is going to be dirty, urgent and with intent. I am going to turn you into my come whore and you are going to love me for it.” Jesus, I am already there.

Slowly he lays me on a bed full of petals and his gaze burns me alive. He looks at me for what feels like hours but is mere seconds before he puts his entire body over mine, the pressure welcome and also scary. His weight is so much more robust than my tiny frame that the feeling is almost suffocating, but I have never felt safer and more loved. His eyes are boring into mine and the moment is intense and filled with promise and so much damn fog. I begin to squirm under him, wanting movement, but I also want his mouth on mine. “Kiss me Jake.” I see a moment of pure adoration in his eyes. It is a look I have seen before but this time it is more intense.

“Thank you for coming with me, angel.” Nodding my head, I smile at him, my handsome man.

“I would go anywhere with you, Jake.” he kisses me in response before rubbing his nose against mine. “I love you, Mila so fucking much it hurts. It scalds me from the inside out. Do you know how deafening it is to be burning for the one person who can turn your whole life upside down, baby? To be so insane with need and obsession that you are afraid every second of everyday that you are not with them that they will slip through your fingers and disappear? The fire burns bright, lighting my way to you, but also surrounding me, blocking my path to our destiny.” My heart is thumping, filling with more love than I have ever felt. His words are like poetry, a barely whispered sonnet but its impact is so loud it would rival any thunderstorm. He has splayed his heart open to me so I look him in his eyes and do the same.

“Yes I know Jake. That is the urgency of my love for you.” A single tear falls down my face at finally being able to let that out.

“Aww angel. You humble me.” His mouth locks with mine, tentatively and like he is savoring it for a rainy day. His tongue slides into my mouth like it is our first kiss. Moaning, I wrap my arms around his neck and spread my legs more. I can feel his hard cock between us, pointing upward, laying against my stomach leaking his white cream on me.

I feel him reach above me and then he releases my mouth. His hand comes down with a rose petal and I follow its journey down my body. He moves it against my mouth. My tongue peeks out teasing him.

His eyes become molten and low like a lion when it is stalking. He moves that petal to my nipples, its feather light touch sending pinpricks of tingles down my body. “Jake more, please.”

“Ahh look at you little girl, lying beneath me, your thighs coated in greedy girl sugar. Begging me to make you my needy little cock cave. Ah hell angel. Look at that clit winking at me, enticing me to bend down and suck her into my mouth making you scream my name. She is begging me to take that young fresh cunt and put my come in it, pushing it back in so it doesn’t leak out. Shit baby do you feel my come branding your stomach with the very same salt going in your pussy?”

“Yes. Yes I feel it. Please Jake.” His mouth begins to follow the path of the flower petal and it makes me clench the sheets bowing my back off the bed.

“I know my little dirty bitch. I know how much you want me inside of you. I can smell it. It beckons me to your snatch like catnip.” He sucks my nipple into his mouth again, moaning and biting them, a zing of sharpness flowing through my body down to my clit. My vision begins to blur and my body starts to shudder.

The petal slides down my stomach, his hand stopping to circle around my belly like he's wishing for something and that should bother me or at the very least make me pause for a moment, but right the only thing I can feel is a need unlike anything I have ever felt. “Jake, I need you, please.” I can feel him smile against my skin but he continues his expedition.

Jake slides down my body, the petal never leaving my skin and spreads the lips of my pussy. “Oh God angel, look at how pink and pretty she is. I can see your clit pulsing waiting for me, baby.” he blows on my clit causing me to gasp and buck my hips. His forearm pushes at my waist forcing me to stay on the bed. Suddenly, I feel the petals on my clit and my body becomes feverish. “That’s right my greedy bitch. It's a petal for your virgin petal.”

Over and over he glides that petal over my sopping wet pussy, torturing me and making me cry for him. Then, I feel it’s slick softness slide inside of me with this tongue on my clit and stars begin to dance in front of me. “Thats my dirty little whore, fuck this rose petal, baby. Show me that no matter what I do to you, you are going to take it and love it because it is what I want.” Holy shit how does he have this control over me? How am I on this bed, bucking my hips with a rose petal sliding in and out of me like the whore he calls me? And why is it I love it when he calls me his whore?

Before I can register it the rose petal is gone and it is replaced by his tongue. He flattens it and slides it up and down my quaking cunt. “Fuck I did it to myself. You taste like a rose and honey.” His tongue stiffens on the opening to my pussy and this is how I find out how sensitive that spot is.

“J-jake. That feels..ohhh..don’t stop. That feels amazing.” I am rubbing myself all over his face trying to get more of everything. In and out he tongue fucks me like he is going to do with his massive cock and my eyes close. I must drift off to somewhere, somewhere beautiful and serene because when I open my eyes, I am sweaty and drowsy. His voice seems far away, but I can feel him kissing me, whispering in my ear how much he loves me and how he is going to take care of me and the baby. At least I think he said baby. Didn’t he? What baby?

My mouth is dry from all of the yelling so I don’t open it to ask but then again I am probably hallucinating. That’s a thing after too many orgasms. Right? “Are you ready, angel?” I look at him once more and nod my head, scared to speak right now convinced I am going to sound like a chronic smoker. “It's going to hurt baby, but it can’t be helped. Just breathe and look at me and I swear I will make it feel good.

“Okay.” I whisper right before he kisses me and a sharp pain goes through my abdomen followed by a snug, full feeling. “Oh shit, Jake.” I begin slapping his shoulders, body shaking, poor pussy trying to push him back out. She is screaming on the inside, calling him a monster, an invader, a liar. No one said it would hurt so damn much. Be so intrusive and all consuming. “It’s too big. I-I can’t.” I cry out, trying to push him off of me. He grips my chin with his fingers, his voice a gruff whisper.

“Stop fucking moving, little girl. Jesus if you want me to give your leaky ass pussy a moment to get used to the invasion, you have to stop moving. Fucking hell.” he grunts burying his head in my neck. I can hear the heaving of his breath while he sits inside of me doing nothing but living. Hi cock is a living thing inside of me. I know it sounds crazy but now that the pain is dulling I can feel the pulse of it, beating inside of me, trying to find the rhythm of my heart so we can live together.