Austin’s eyes fall shut as he gasps, his chest rising and lowering rapidly before he looks up to meet my eyes. Now it’s my turn to gasp at the immense desire there.
“Are you sure that’s what you want, little one?”
I nod slowly, swallowing audibly. Of course, this is what I want—it’s what I’ve always wanted. But he needs to know all the facts before this can happen. “I do, but you should know I’ve already slept with Fox tonight, and Cooper went down on me. I’d sleep with him too if he wanted that.”
“Is that so?” Austin smirks, his hands landing on my hips to tug me closer. “So you want all three of us?”
Does it make me greedy to want all three of them? Maybe, but I also don’t give a fuck. I’ve always wanted all three of them, and while I dated Cooper, I always knew I’d never be able to really choose between them. Cooper and I were doomed from the start. Unless he’d anticipated the other two becoming part of our relationship one day. I wouldn’t put it past him to know that.
I straighten up, lifting my head and straightening my shoulders as I stare at him. He’s so tall that we’re almost eye-to-eye even while he’s seated. “Yes. I always have, and I won’t choose. So if the three of you can’t deal with that, then this will just be for tonight.”
“Have I told you how much I love the strong woman you’ve become?” he murmurs as he tugs at me so I tumble into him. He quickly adjusts me until I’m straddling his hips, our lips almost touching.
“No.” My words are barely above a whisper as I stare into those gorgeous amber eyes of his. It’s so easy to get lost in his stare.
He hums. “Well, I do, and I’m going to make sure that I tell you every day for the rest of my life. I might not be able to speak for Cooper and Fox, but I’m in, little one. Whatever you want is yours. I’ll even help you convince the other two if you need me to—though I don’t think it’ll take much convincing at all. Even after ten years, none of us could forget you. You were always the girl for us, even if we hadn’t wised up to that before you left. I love you. Then, now, always.”
Fuuuuuck. Why is that so hot?
Austin hesitates for a moment as he leans in to brush his lips against mine, but as soon as they meet, it’s like a wildfire has been set.
My arms loop around his neck as I try to scoot closer, even though I’m on top of him. His arms band around me as he deepens the kiss, helping me rock against his hard cock. I’ve never seen his cock before, but by the feel of things, it’s proportionate to his size. I whine at that thought, and I’m a little pissed that I can’t easily undress. But it’s not like I knew this was going to happen when I chose my dress.
Austin breaks the kiss, his lips trailing down my neck as he licks, kisses, and nips at my skin.
“I need this off you,” he growls.
“Unfortunately, that’s not an option,” I tell him, gasping between my words. “This isn’t coming off until the end of the night, or I won’t be able to get it back on.”
He huffs, his hot breath against my skin sending chills up and down my spine. “And that’s a problem, why?”
I snort. “Because we still have one more bastard to find and drag down to the basement before I get to have my fun, and time is ticking down. I want to take my time with them, but we only have so long until Mayhem is over.”
“Fiiiine,” he says as he pulls back. “But I don’t like it.”
“If it makes you feel better, neither do I.”
I pull away to stand, though Austin tries to hold me in place for a moment before releasing me. “The good news is that Fox made sure you’d have easy access.”
Austin quirks an eyebrow as I grab the front of my dress, slowly revealing more and more of my legs until he can see my bare pussy. He licks his lips, a growl spilling from them as he stands up. “You didn’t start the night this way?”
“Nope.”
“Good, and I’m sure he took them as a souvenir. Good on him.” Austin leans down to kiss me, and it takes away my breath. “Now, get on the bed on your hands and knees, ass in the air.”
My thighs clench at the command in his voice. I’ve never really let anyone have control of me in the bedroom—how could I after what happened to me? But my feet are already moving back toward the bed, and I realize the reason I’d never allowed anyone to have that kind of control over me.
I didn’t have anyone I trusted enough. But Austin? I trust him, Fox, and Cooper more than anyone else in the world. Not to mention, it’s hot as hell the way he’s watching me. And of all three of them, Austin isnotthe one I thought would be controlling in the bedroom, making it even better.
Austin’s hand swats my ass as I move past him causing me to jump, a squeal falling from my lips. I turn to glare at him, and he just grins. “I thought I told you to get on the bed.”
“I was working on it, asshole. Then you spanked me.”
Austin’s grin just grows. “Oh, that wasn’t a spanking. We don’t have time for that right now, but I’ll show you a real spanking sometime soon.”
Heat rushes through me at the idea, my pussy clamping down on nothing as juices flood me. By the time Austin gets between my legs, I’m going to be drenched.
I climb onto the bed, making sure I don’t end up kneeling on my dress. Once I’m in the position he’d commanded me into, I glance over my shoulder and shake my ass. “Like this?”