Page 34 of The Worst Kept Secret

“Okay, then can I come over?”

“Yes.” I can’t stop the smile that crosses my face. “But we’re going out. I can’t risk him coming home while you’re in my bed. At least this way, you’re not walking outside by yourself. I’ll wait for him to leave and then I’ll come back.”

We’re off the phone moments later and I’m sliding on a short, black t-shirt dress that is perfect for car sex. I slide off my panties, deciding to forego them completely, and slide on a pair of sneakers. Ten minutes later, I’m in Theo’s Jeep, the same one from last winter break. I assume he chose this one because it’s got the most space. He backs out of his driveway and we are out of our neighborhood in minutes, making me breathe a little easier. He pulls into an abandoned parking lot and lets out a sigh before turning to look at me. Neither of us have said anything since we got in the car but the tension crackles between us.

“It hasn’t even been twenty-four hours since I touched you.”

I look away from his eyes because I don’t know how to respond to that and turn towards the back of his truck. “Did you bring the truck so it’ll be easier for me to sit on your face?”

He groans as he scrubs his jaw and looks up towards the sky which we can see through his open sunroof. “How do you make that sound so innocent?”

I turn back to him and move my hands across the console to reach for his belt. “You’re so tense.”

“Do you blame me?” He grabs my hands and brings them to his lips, kissing each of the fingertips one by one.

“No. You’ve had an…interesting day.”

“To say the least.” He sighs. “And to think it started off pretty great.” He holds my hands in his, not letting them go and I wish he’d let me touch him because I know how to relieve some of the tension he’s feeling. “My daughter hates me and my son would too if he knew where I am and what I’m doing right now,” he says finally.

I wince.

“Raegan doesn’t hate you,” I whisper. I’m not sure I can refute the second part of his statement but I do know Raegan doesn’t have a hateful bone in her body and if she did, it would not be towards her father.

“Fine, but she’s certainly pissed.”

“Maybe.” I shrug. “But by tomorrow she will want to talk and work it out.”

“Yeah,” he murmurs.

I stare at Theo, who’s still staring straight ahead, not looking at me and I wonder if all of this is worth it. I care about Theo and if this is going to torment him, I don’t want to be the reason for his internal struggles. “Theo…we don’t have to do this. If it’s too much…you and me?” I let out a breath and pull my eyes away from him to look out the front window. “We can just stop. I don’t want to add to everything you’ve got going on. I—” My words are halted by his hand behind my neck and then his lips on mine. I would have imagined it would be aggressive but it’s soft and sensual. His lips move against mine so slowly, dragging my bottom lip between his teeth and nibbling gently before he slides his tongue to swipe along mine.

He pulls back slowly and his lips are shiny and wet and I lick mine, tasting him on me. “It’s not too much.” His voice washes over me and goosebumps erupt on my flesh as a low pulsing begins between my legs. “It’s no one’s business what goes on between you and me.”

I don’t want to go back and forth about it or ask for any more reassurances.This isn’t a relationship. It’s supposed to be fun and sexy and if I can serve as a distraction, then I’ll be that too.I unbuckle my seatbelt and reach over the console again, grateful that he also decided to wear clothes suitable for car sex. I grab his dick through his sweatpants before pulling him out with ease and he lifts his hips so I can push his pants to his ankles. I run my hand up the long and thick length of him before dragging my thumb over the tip causing him to suck in a breath through his teeth. “No underwear?”

“Seemed a little pointless,” he says as he lifts his hips again, pushing his dick harder into my hand.

“In gray sweatpants? You’re kind of slutty, huh?” I scrunch my nose before leaning over the console and dragging my nose down his cheek. “I like it,” I whisper.

“Shit.” He groans as I lower myself and let my tongue ghost over the tip of his cock. I’m very aware that my bare ass is in the air as I lean over the console and my short dress is barely coveringit.

I grin to myself, wondering how long it takes for him to realize that. I wrap one hand around the base of his dick and slide my mouth down as far as I can go. I knew he was big and I find myself struggling to take his full length. I swallow, trying to open up my throat to push him further but I choke slightly, letting saliva slide down his dick to my hand.

“Don’t force it, baby.”

I pull back to look at him, my skin humming at him calling me baby again. “I want to.” I bite my lip. “I want to get your whole dick in my mouth.” I move forward so that I’m an inch from his face. “I can be kind of slutty too.” Lust flashes in his eyes and his nostrils flare as I press two of my fingers to his mouth, before sliding them in. He runs his tongue over them, sucking them hard before I remove them and move them down my body and between my legs.

“You going to touch your pretty pussy while you suck me off?”

I nod. “Sorry in advance if I get your seats wet.” I quirk an eyebrow at him and he lets out a breath.

“I don’t give a fuck. Put your mouth back on it, baby.” I settle my face back in his lap, placing a hand between his spread legs to hold myself steady while I’m still fingering myself. I’m still completely covered, but his hand is now on my back, stroking me gently and I know it’s only a matter of time before he lifts it. “Jesus Christ, Avery. Oh my Go-oddd.” He moans as he pulses in my mouth as I push myself further down on his dick with each suck. “Give me your fingers, I want to taste you.” Heat flashes up my spine as I pull them from my wet cunt and into his view. It only takes a second to feel his lips wrapped around them. He groans around them as I continue fucking him with my mouth.

I slide my fingers from his mouth after he’s done running his tongue all over them and licking them clean to wrap my hand around his dick to move in tandem with my mouth.

“God dammit,” he lets out a breath and I wish I could look up and see him at this moment but the angle makes it impossible.Next time,I promise myself.

Cool air hits my skin and a growl so low and throaty rings in my ears like a promise. “You don’t have panties on.” He sputters like he’s trying to hold off his orgasm.

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