Page 141 of Alive At Night

But my only discomfort was how my body felt like it would burn up if he didn’t touch me soon. And when Julian hesitated, teasing the vibrator right above where I wanted it most, I wiggled on his lap.

“Julian.”

But he did the opposite of what I’d wanted. Instead of giving me relief, he dragged the toy up his length, releasing a little moan that I found unbearably hot. When he got to the tip, Julian spun the vibrator around in his hand, and that was when I realized it didn’t look anything like the one I kept in my bedside table.

It circled his cock, hugging it. Two prongs formed a ring, branching out from where they met on either side to create a vibrating landing spot, the two little balls on the end buzzing as Julian held it in place around his tip.

“Come here,” he breathed, and I obeyed without thinking, lining his erection up. And as soon as it was in position, Julian pressed the vibrator right into my clit, causing my cries to saturate the air.

“Feels good, doesn’t it?”

I nodded, speechless. The vibrations hummed within me, and while I certainly wasn’t a virgin to using a vibrator, this felt different. More intense, more all-consuming. My vision swam momentarily before I found Julian’s heated stare again.

“Focus on that as you take me, baby.”

Julian’s attention flicked between my face and where we were joined as I slowly lowered onto him. He held the vibrator in place, letting pleasure racket through my body as I sank, losing the ability to breathe as he filled me. Finally. Oh, God,finally.This was what I’d been missing, this feeling of wholeness, of completion.

I barely felt the burn, only a slight stretching sensation when I sank fully onto him, whimpering Julian’s name. It was too hard to feel anything but pleasure when the toy pulsed so intensely. Julian made a guttural noise, jaw clenching as he removed his hand, settling the vibrator in its spot. I experimented with rocking forward, grinding my clit over it. Oh,hell.

Meanwhile, Julian gripped my hips, fingertips digging in like he was trying to hold on to something. Control, likely. If his expression was any indication.

“See? Perfect. I’ve never felt anything this good in my entire fucking life, Juniper,” he rasped. “So goddamn wet and warm. You’re killing me here.”

I couldn’t help but smirk down at him. “Good.”

Julian’s lips quirked at that. At least until I lifted up and slid back down his length, causing a rough curse to explode from his lips. Oh, I loved that. I loved that I had that effect on him and could drive Julian thiswild.

Every little movement sent me careening toward a spiral. Every roll of my hips resulted in cascading jolts of pleasure. Every rock caused the vibrator to rub over my clit while Julian stroked something deep inside me. My lips parted in awe, eyes rolling back. Unbelievable—it was unbelievable, and I was left eating every single one of my words from earlier.

Julian knew it, too. His eyes roamed my face as I experienced pure bliss for the first time, and satisfaction dripped into every one of his features.

“Ride that cock, love.” His grip tightened on me as he helped me find my rhythm. “Just like that. You’re doing so good.”

His praise washed over me, empowering me to ride him harder. I thought I’d feel too exposed being on top like this, but I reveled in Julian’s burning hot stare. His attention made me feel alive. More desired and beautiful than I ever thought possible. I ran my hands down my front, cupping my breasts and toying with my nipples until Julian groaned, his bottom lip sliding between his teeth.

“I’m never going to recover from this,” he said, his husky voice nearly doing me in.

“Good,” I repeated with a naughty grin.

It was all I could say, but it was the truth. I didn’t want him to recover. I wanted to ruin him.

I leaned to sweep my lips over his, dragging them teasingly. With a growl, Julian grabbed me by the nape of my neck and pulled me lower so he could kiss me properly, and then he held me there while he pistoned his hips up into mine. I cried out from the intensity of the new, jaw-dropping position, and sparks of heat built one after another until I was burning all over.

I almost didn’t recognize my orgasm. It certainly wasn’t my first one, but it felt like it. Because this explosion, this free-falling, was all new. I gasped against Julian’s lips, not even recognizing the sounds I was making as I clutched the pillow beside his head with a white-knuckle grip.

“Julian!” I shook, struggling to come down from my high when the vibrator still pulsed between us. “Oh my God, oh my God.”

My vision was stilted, but I made out Julian’s cocky grin as he gently urged me off him. His touch was tender, his fingertips gliding over my skin in reassuring caresses. But I frowned as he left my body. He was still hard. Really hard. And I didn’t miss his muffled moans as he slipped the vibrator off his cock, clicking it off and tossing it aside.

He didn’t finish.

But just as I was about to open my mouth to say something, Julian’s large hands wound their way around my waist and flipped me onto my back. He climbed on top of me in a swift movement, clear intent in the tight lines of his face. It reignited my spent body in undeniable ways.

“I know you can handle more,” he said gruffly before checking my reaction for confirmation. “Can’t you, Juni baby?”

I nodded, still trying to catch my breath. He needed more, and I wanted to give it to him. Hell,Iwanted more.

Julian caught my chin, forcing my lips to part with his thumb. “Say it.”

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