Then it’s my turn to fall over the edge. My hand grips the arm of the chair so tight it hurts as I shatter against my fingers.
My breathing is a mess as the video comes to an end and reality hits me. I don’t seem to have any shame, because the next thing I do is pull up the internet browser. I quickly sign in to my email and click on a new message. I click and drag the file into the message and watch as it uploads. I type in my email address to send to myself and quickly press send. As soon as it goes through, I rush to sign out and exit the tab.
Holy shit. I can't believe I just did that. Any of that.
Who am I?
“Knock, knock,” Rosie’s voice has me jumping to my feet like a kid caught with her hand in a cookie jar. “All ready?”
“Yup!” I say quickly as I step around the desk. She looks at me, then the computer, and smiles. She doesn’t say anything as she holds out a robe.
“Put this on. Grayson made it clear that no one was to see your body but them.” I nod, taking the silk robe from her and sliding it on. “You look hot, by the way.”
“Thanks.” I blush. For some reason, her compliment means more to me than most. It’s something about another woman seeing your beauty as you do theirs that feels good.
She leads me out of the room and down the hall to another one. She knocks but no one answers so she opens the door.
For a moment, I think I’m still sitting at the desk watching the video. But what’s going on before me now isn’t the same thing.
Preston is sitting on a couch, his eyes shut, one arm laid on the back of it while a girl is on her knees, deep throating him.
He’s roughly fucking her face as she moans like a porn star.
“Oh,” Rosie says, getting Preston’s attention.
His eyes snap open and lock on mine. I can see his hand gripping the girl’s hair out of my peripheral vision. He holds her down, making her gag as he parts his lips. A moan slips past them, and I realize he’s cumming while his eyes stay glued to mine.
The fire from before returns. But it’s quickly extinguished when Preston pulls the girl off his dick and I see who it is.
My stomach drops and I feel sick. Jealousy and anger fill me. Tina. Fucking Tina. She looks over her shoulder and gives me a nasty smirk as she wipes the corners of her mouth with her thumb before sucking the cum that escaped off of it.
I’m overcome with the sudden need to show Preston that I can be better than any girl he’s ever been with. Only thing is, that’s a total lie. I’ll never be like them. Someone he chose outside this arrangement.
I shouldn't care what he thinks. He’s just some stupid guy with an attitude problem. But fuck, the way he looked at me just now as he was cumming down her throat has me wishing it were mine.
Chapter 14