Yes. I did arms and core.
I senther a picture of my bicep as I flexed it.
Olivia: Did you just grab that image off the internet?
I laughed aloudto myself and headed for my bedroom, shutting the door behind me.
No, sweetheart. That’s all me.
Olivia: I guess you must really like to work out. You and my dad would get along well.
Oh yeah?
Olivia: Yeah.
When my phonewas quiet for a few moments, I decided to text her again. Technically, she had texted last, so the ball was in my court.
God, I’m pathetic.
What about you? Do you like to work out?
Olivia: Do long walks through the bookstore count? ??
?? ?? ??
No
Olivia: Then no.
I leanedback in my chair, debating how to ask her what I really wanted to know. I had so many questions, but I didn’t want to make her feel uncomfortable. I was never this shy when it came to women, but Olivia was different.
She was my friend. I’d come to rely on her, trust her. I told her more than anyone else, even Tatum and my friends. And I didn’t want to fuck up what we had.
Can I ask you something?
Olivia: I don’t know. Can you? ??
My fingers hoveredover the keyboard, and before I could talk myself out of it, I typed my question.
How old are you?
Three dots dancedon the screen then disappeared. Danced then disappeared before a new message came through.
I held my breath, wondering if I really wanted to know the answer. What if she was fifty? Eighty? What would I do then? I felt this connection with her that I couldn’t explain. I was attracted to her, even though I’d never seen her. And something just kept tugging me toward her.
Olivia: How old are you?
I laughed.Of course. Answer a question with a question. Clever. And infuriating.
If I answer, will you?
Olivia: Yes
Be honest.
Olivia: You’re the one person I’m completely honest with.
I smiled to myself,knowing exactly how she felt. Decker was right; I’d been pushing everyone away. Everyone except Olivia.