But he disarmed me.
 
 Powerless, I gave in to all his demands.
 
 I wanted to rush, but he savored.
 
 So I let my inhibitions go and allowed him to caress me.
 
 I wanted hard, rough and dirty all night long, but he was increasingly gentle.
 
 So I slowed to his pace and let him consume me.
 
 I wanted to keep my eyes closed.
 
 He kept his open.
 
 Demanded that I do the same.
 
 In that deep, commanding voice he told me to look at him.
 
 Only him.
 
 Always him.
 
 So I watched him as he touched me.
 
 I held him so tight I thought he’d cry out.
 
 I opened myself so wide I thought I’d split apart.
 
 I almost bawled when he descended on me.
 
 Gathered me up.
 
 Took me into him.
 
 Filled me to the brim.
 
 Then he carried me away on a heart-breaking and tender rhythm.
 
 His kisses stole my breath.
 
 His strokes stole my sanity.
 
 When I thought he couldn’t push me any more, he whisked me to new and higher heights of pleasure. Planes I never experienced even in the depths of our wildest passions.
 
 Something deeper.
 
 A taste I can’t get enough of.
 
 Even now…
 
 I touch the corner of my eye and feel the tears forming.
 
 Stupid girl.
 
 It’s just sex.
 
 Amazing sex.