I stare at the screen, waiting for another text from my fiancé to roll in.
Some kind of explanation.
Maybe an apology for his crappy humor.
I curl my lips into an amused half-smile as I anticipate his:
Just kidding.
Got yah!
Sorry, my phone got stolen by a Grinch-level sociopath.
I wait for the follow-up.
It doesn’t come.
The cold words remain on my cell.
I can’t marry you.
There’s a period at the end.
And a big white space.
No clarification. No reassurances. No way to tell if he’s serious or not.
Unease turns my stomach into a knitting class.
I dial Thad’s number.
Wait.
Tap my fingers against the fluffy white skirt.
It rings.
Rings.
Rings.
Click.
Voicemail.
That professional pre-recorded tone tears through my eardrums and sinks metal claws straight into my heart.
No, no, no.
That can’t be right.
Thad and I have known each other for two years. We’ve been engaged for six months. In all that time, the man has never—and I mean never—been without his phone.
He keeps it charged and carries two battery-powered chargers in his bag. In case of emergency, he also has a pre-charged bracket.
His cell phone is a limb.
An extension of himself.