Page 61 of Wild Pucker

Fuck me.

"Can I touch you?"

I swallow hard and nod again, leading her back to the bed before sitting on the silk comforter. She stands between my thighs, looking down between us. The soft creamy, tanned skin of her thighs contrasted with the thick muscled skin of mine. Lily's pussy is perfectly bare, and I ache to be inside her, but I want this to last. I want to give all of myself to her.

She holds out her hands to me in offering. "You're in control. Put my hands anywhere you want them." I take her warm wrists and feel her pulse beating a rhythm with mine. She lets me guide her as I place the flat of her palms on my shoulders and then run them down my chest. When her fingers graze my happy trail, my abs clench, and my eyes slam shut of their own volition. "Don't close your eyes. Look at me, Chase. It's me."

So I do. I stare into Lily's big blue eyes and see everything I need to know about her there. Her sincerity. Her honestly.Her love.My body relaxes, and I move her hands lower until she kneels in front of me. I place her hands on my thighs and loosen my grip enough to give her some freedom of movement but tight enough that I could stop her if I wanted to.

Time freezes as her eyes lock on mine and her hands rest on my quads. My cock is thick and hard between us, begging for her attention, but she waits for my instruction.

"I want to taste you, Chase," she whispers, moistening her lips and my dick jerks in response. I lean back slightly, placing my hands on the mattress, spreading my knees wider for her, nodding my consent. Tentatively, Lily's hands grip my cock, giving it a stroke. A breath of air huffs out of me as she slowly jerks me off, reminiscent of how I showed her before. And then, she leans in and licks me from base to tip.

I almost jump out of my skin, and when her beautiful fucking hot mouth envelops the head of my cock and takes me as deep as she can go, my eyes roll into the back of my head so hard I think it might cause brain damage.

"Is this okay?" Lily asks, pressing pause on the best blowjob of my life.

"Fuck, yes. Don't stop."

She smiles and continues her ministrations, rolling her tongue around the crown of my cock before sinking down my shaft, sucking and hollowing out her cheeks to accommodate my length. She uses her hands on what doesn't fit while acclimating to having me in her mouth. I resist the urge to thrust into her and instead grip my hands in her hair and pull gently. She hums in pleasure, and I swear to Christ, I can feel the vibrations of her little moans in my fucking soul. When the tip of my cock hits the back of her throat and Lily's eyes water, I pull back, but she's a determined little thing and keeps working me hard.

Her hands continue to stroke me in tandem with her mouth, and when she moves lower to cup my balls, I'm about ready to explode. My body starts to move on instinct, muscles tensing, spine tingling, balls tightening, and before I can warn her, I'm fisting Lily's hair and coming down her throat in hot spurts. She takes it all like a champ, and when I'm done, she smiles up at me like the cat who got the cream.

"You know, for someone who's never done that before, you're pretty fucking amazing at it," I say with a chuckle, and in the back of my mind, I can't help thinking what an idiot Mr. Missionary-Style is. He missed out on a ton of untapped potential.

"Just because I haven't given a blowjob before doesn't mean I've never seen one before. There's this thing called porn," she starts, throwing sass at me. "It's very educational, if not unrealistic. But still, a girl can learn a thing or two."

"You watch porn?" I ask, and something about Lily sneaking off to watch people do the dirty really fucking turns me on.

"Chase, everyone watches porn once in a while, if not out of curiosity, then to help things along when they're flying solo."This girl is going to kill me.Laughing, I pull Lily onto the bed beside me and kiss her, long and hard, and when my tongue meets hers, I taste myself on her. It's fucking hot.

"Thinking about you getting yourself off watching porn is sexy," I groan into her mouth.

"If I'm honest, I prefer my porn of the literary variety." She smiles back. "There's nothing like a good one-handed read."

"Just what kind of books are you reading?"

"The best kind,” she whispers with a mischievous smile.

Our hot kisses continue until Lily is writhing underneath me, her wrists pinned above her head by my hands. But I want to touch her. I want to enjoy her body, and I want her to enjoy this too. My need for control wars with my desire to have her in all the ways I want, as an active participant and not just someone submitting to what they think I want.

In the past, fucking was always a means to an end. An easy way to get off and then get out. I made sure the women enjoyed themselves, but I took what I wanted, how I wanted it, and then quickly moved on. Lily isn't like the women from my past. She isn't a means to an end; she's my endgame.

"Chase," she begs, and it's like a plea and a question all at once. "I want…" Her words taper off like she's unsure of what she wants, or she's embarrassed to ask for it.

"What do you want, Lily?" I prompt her, leaning back and releasing her hands. Her lust-filled, hazy gaze shifts around my bedroom, and I follow it.

"I want you to touch me. Everywhere."

"What else do you want?" I ask because I know there's more. There's curiosity in her eyes, and she's been glancing at my silk scarves too often to be a coincidence or passing interest.

"I want you to use those on me," she says, nodding to the bindings. "I want your hands all over me, but if you let go of my wrists, I don't trust myself not to accidentally do something you don't like." My heart and gut squeeze. I know Lily wants to be adventurous with her sex life and try new things, but the fact that she's always thinking of my needs before her own does something to me I can't put into words.

I only hope that one day I can give her everything she wants and all the things she deserves. That with time, I will forget my past that haunts me, and her love will erase all the things I hate about myself.

♥?

Lily

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