Footsteps recede.
What if someone else hears us and we get caught?I should care about that.But I don't have the brainpower to understand the consequences, because Derek is pumping harder now.The idea that we might get caught intensified my arousal.Now I grow even more aroused as Derek nails me to the wall with every thrust and increases the pace, while the wet sucking sound created by our bodies grows louder.That sound alone could almost make me come, but the intense look on Derek's face combined with the power of his thrusts pushes me over the edge.
My mouth opens, and a scream will burst out of me any second, but I can't stop that from happening.Everyone on this floor will likely hear me.
Derek crushes his mouth to mine, swallowing my cry.
My body grips his cock in wave after wave as the orgasm grips me so hard that it finally chokes off my cries.But Derek keeps his mouth fastened to mine, pushing his tongue deep while he pounds into me like a jackhammer and finally comes.
Neither of us moves a muscle, not even once we've both finished.Our mouths remain glued to each other, and our breaths bluster out of our nostrils.His gaze bores straight into mine.I let his deep blue irises transfix me, but honestly, I would've been mesmerized even if he'd pulled away.What this man does to me…I can't describe it.Can't explain it.
And I will never tell him about it.
Because I know what he really wants from me.Derek Hahn wants a relationship, a real one, more than just sex for the purpose of having a baby.I can't go down the relationship road ever again.If Derek wound up hating me…
No.Never again.
Pippa is all I need.Well, Pippa and the baby I want to add to our little family.
Derek finally peels his mouth away from mine and staggers backward.The loss of his body heat—of his body, full stop—leaves me dazed for a moment.I must be pregnant by now, mustn't I?Perhaps I should have calculated my most fertile days this month, but I hadn't thought that far ahead.Once Derek agreed to my plan, all I could think about was when and where we would shag.
No, not when we would shag.When and where he would provide the donation.
He wipes a hand over his mouth."Damn, that was even hotter than the first time."
Yes, it was.But I can't tell him that.My brain won't let me, even if I'd wanted to say the words.So instead, I tug my skirt down and try to comb my hair out with my fingers.I still tingle deep inside, and I can feel warm liquid trickling down my inner thighs.But I ignore all of that and clear my throat."Thank you for the donation.Good day."
I march to the door and pull it open.
A large hand slams it shut.Derek's body brushes against my backside."You're in denial, aren't you?This time was even better than the first, and that freaks you out.I get it.But don't act like I'm your human turkey baster."
"Must you always be so crude?You are the donor, that's all."
He presses his lips to my throat."You can hold on to your denial as long as you want."He backs away."Go on.Get back to work, Ms.Sangster."
I open the door and take one step.
A large hand thrusts my ruined knickers in my face."Don't forget these, Ms.Sangster."
I snatch them away and hurry down the hall.
Chapter Eleven
Derek
I spend the rest of the day fighting against what my body wants me to do—find Diana and fuck her again.Every time I think about her, my dick starts to firm up.So, I bury myself in work instead of inside Diana's body and finish my entire schedule for all my employees for the next six months.I do that before eleven o'clock.Then I devise a plan to test the security in this building, since I'm the head of security in addition to running my own protection company, and that gets me through until noon.
Now what?
I get a lucky break that solves my problem.I don't need to search for another task to do because my sister conveniently calls me with a command.
"You're taking the rest of the week off," she says."No griping, no wriggling out of it, no excuses.I'm getting married on Saturday, in case you've forgotten, and Hugh and I have decided to make it a week-long party at Sommerleigh."
"Sorry, I can't do that.Even if I'm excused from my duties as the head of security at Sommerleigh Sweets, I still have my private security firm.And my top client contracted for round-the-clock protection."
"You mean Diana.She already agreed to take the week off, so you have no more excuses.You can do your job even better at Sommerleigh since there are no muggers on the estate."Avery's voice takes on a sneaky tone."We've already assigned your quarters in Sommerleigh House.You and Diana will be in adjoining rooms."
"Why?She wants her privacy, you know."