But there are points in the center of my palms that burn, scorched, proof I once held it there.
24
This Summer
THE APARTMENT HASbecome the seventh ring of hell, and there’s no sign Nikolai has been there. In the bathroom, I change into my bikini and an oversized T-shirt, then fire off another angry text demanding an update.
Alex knocks on the door when he’s finished changing in the living room, and we skulk down to the pool, towels in hand. We sneak over to check the gate first. “Locked,” Alex confirms, but I’ve just noticed the bigger problem.
“What. The. Hell.”
He looks up and sees it: the empty concrete basin of the pool.
Behind us, someone gasps. “Oh, hon, I told you it was them!”
Alex and I spin around as a middle-aged leathery-tanned couple comes bounding up. A redheaded woman in sparkly cork heels and white capris beside a thick-necked man with a shaved head and pair of sunglasses balanced on the back of his head.
“You called it, babe,” the man says.
“The Newwwwwlyweds!” the woman sings, and grabs me in a hug. “Why didn’t y’all tell us you were headed to the Springs?”
That’s when it clicks. Hubby and Wifey from the cab ride out of LAX.
“Wow,” Alex says. “Hi. How’s it going?”
The woman’s neon-orange fingernails release me, and she waves a hand. “Oh, you know. Was going good until this nonsense. With the pool.”
Hubby grunts agreement.
“What happened?” I ask.
“Some kid went and diarrhea’d in it! Alot, I guess, because they had to go and drain the whole thing. They say it should be up and running again tomorrow!” She frowns. “Of course, tomorrow,we’reoff to Joshua Tree.”
“Oh, cool!” I say. It’s a strain to sound bright and chipper when really, my soul is quietly shriveling within the empty shell of my body.
“Won a free stay there.” She winks at me. “I’m good luck.”
“Sure are,” Hubby says.
“I’m not just saying that!” she goes on. “We won the lottery a few years back—not one of those quadrillion-dollar ones but a nice little chunk, and I swear, ever since then it’s like I win every raffle, sweepstakes, and contest I so much as look at!”
“Amazing,” Alex says. His soul, it sounds like, has also shriveled.
“Anyway! We’ll leave you two lovebirds to do your bidding.” She winks again. Or maybe her false eyelashes are just sticking together. Hard to say. “Just couldn’t believe what weird luck it was that we were staying in the same place!”
“Luck,” Alex says. He sounds like he’s in a bad-luck-induced trance. “Yeah.”
“It’s a tiny world, ain’t it?” Wifey says.
“It is,” I agree.
“Anyway, y’all enjoy the rest of your trip!” She squeezes one of each of our shoulders and Hubby nods, and then they’re off and we’re left standing in front of the empty pool.
After three silent seconds, I say, “I’ll try to call Nikolai again.”
Alex says nothing. We go back upstairs. It’s ninety degrees. Not metaphorically. It’s literally ninety degrees. We don’t turn on any lights except the one in the bathroom, like even one more illuminated bulb could get us to an even hundred degrees.
Alex stands in the middle of the room, looking miserable. It’s too hot to sit on anything, to touch anything. The air feels different, stiff as a board. I dial Nikolai repeatedly as I pace.