“Tell me how tight her cunt is, Zeke. Tell me how good it feels squeezing your cock,” he says just above a whisper, a brazen desire swirling in his irises.
“Oh, fuck,” Billie cries out. “Please make me cum again.”
A smirk plays on his lips as he leans back from me, focusing his attention back on our girl. I bury my face in the back of her neck to inhale her intoxicating scent as I thrust deep and hard into her. Christian slaps her tits, making her squirm and moan out before he takes her jaw again.
“That’s it, B.”
I don’t miss the way her body reacts or how a soft sob passes through her trembling lips. Her pussy clamps tight as she becomes so wet I feel like I’m going to slip out. He removes his hand from her jaw and grips her thigh, holding her open for me.
“Arghhhh!” I groan out as I shoot pulsing ropes of cum deep inside of her again.
After waiting a beat, Christian pulls her hip toward him, popping my dick free. He reaches behind her thigh, grabs his pierced dick, and guides himself into her. She throws her head back, her red hair splaying across my chest.
“Oh, God!” she whines.
Looking back down, I watch him easily slip in, filling her. Gah, that’s so damn good. A flush creeps into my cheeks when I watch his mouth part, his eyes finding mine as he buries his cock deep into her. Then something wicked dances through his gaze when he cums, and I can’t pull my eyes away. He never looks away, even when he pulls out and kisses her on the side of the mouth.
Billie rolls to her back, reaching up to grab each of our faces. We look down at her, my chest exploding with something I think might be love. I place a soft kiss on her flawless lips, waiting for our next punishment.
Tears fill her eyes as she smiles, her bottom lip trembling. Christian and I share a worried glance.
“What’s wrong, B?” he asks first, our attention back on her.
She wipes at her tears with a widening grin, a half sob, half laugh coming from her next. “I’m sorry. I don’t mean to cry… it’s just that—”
I reach up and wipe a stray tear with the pad of my thumb. “Hey,” I whisper. “What is it, Billie?”
Looking between us, she asks, “Is it possible to be in love with the both of you?”
Christian chuckles first, shattering the tension between us. “Are you declaring your love for us, little hellfire?”
She nudges him playfully. “You know I’ve always loved you guys, but—” pausing, she turns her gaze to mine and loses her smile. “I’minlove with you both.”
My chest tightens with the warm fuzzies. Billie’s in love with me—with us! And I’ve never been more enthralled by something in my life. I glance up at Christian with a wink before training my eyes on hers again.
“So, it’s not crazy to admit that I’m in love with you, too?” I look back up at Christian and say, “With both of you?”
Something dark and concerning flashes through his gaze for a split second before he rapidly blinks it away, smiling sadly when he rolls away. My gut drops when he looks down at Billie and widens his grin. Did my admitting to loving him really make him put a wall back up? I thought we were past this the moment we held pinkies and fell asleep next to each other.
“Love, love, love,” Christian mumbles as he buries his face into her neck, making her break out into a fit of giggles. He doesn’t make eye contact with me again as he reaches over and clicks off the string of lights, plunging us into darkness.
Chapter 31
BILLIE LUCAS
Isawtheshiftin Christian when Zeke told us he was in love with us both, too. My heart thundered, excitement racing through me knowing that Zeke’s in love with me back. Christian, however, is being aloof, as if the subject was dead the second he turned off the light. I know Christian’s had a much tougher go at things—obviously—so I’ll never push him into voicing his feelings. Even if he’s not in love with us back. But it hurt to see how he closed off when Zeke said he loved us both. It’s difficult to admit that, and he shut us down.
Instead, I change the subject and ask Christian, “What happens if you don’t do what the society asks of you?”
He groans. “I’m not sure because I’ve never told them no.”
Zeke tenses up behind me, burying his face further into my neck as his arm tightens around me. I love the sense of security it gives. I don’t know how this conversation is going to finish, so it’s nice to know I have support—hopefully from both sides.
Something sinister invades my thoughts, my mouth going dry when I try another question. “Have they asked you to, um, sleep with, um—” I chew my bottom lip, trying to figure out how to spit it out when I just do it. “Have you ever slept with my mom?”
I feel the chuckle deep in Christian’s chest as he tangles around our ankles. “No, babe, I haven’t done that.”
Blowing out a breath, I feel Zeke relax with me. There’s no way I could have handled another Holden and Dana thing. It would have gutted me.