Page 89 of Green Light

“I want that too, but I’m not sure how we can make that work like this.”

There was a good several inches difference in our height. If we were in a bed…fine. But up against a wall?

Kai rolled his eyes. Then, just like in the shower, he looped his arms under my thighs and lifted. I squeaked as my feet left the ground, my weight now supported by Kai and the wall.

“Straight guys, no imagination, I swear.” Kai smirked as he rubbed his cock over my crease, demonstrating that I was now at the perfect height to take him.

“Hardly straight,” I pointed out as the head of his cock brushed against my hole. “Just…a late awakening.”

Kai’s smile softened. “I’m glad I’m the one who woke you up.”

I grabbed the back of his neck like he had mine earlier. But I didn’t kiss him. No, I brought his mouth within an inch of mine and gazed steadily into his eyes. “It only ever could’ve been you. I think it’salwaysbeen you, Kai. And it always will be.”

Then I kissed him.

His tongue slipped into my mouth at the same time his cock pushed into me. I groaned into his mouth, remembering his advice from earlier.

Kai kissed me through it all, going slowly like I was a fragile piece of china.

He was right. I needed the extra prep.

Even with the extra prep, it wasn’t enough. I broke away from his kiss, my head hitting the wall with a gasp. “Fuck!”

“You okay?” Kai asked urgently.

“Yes,” I panted.

“Not much more to go,” he said soothingly.

“There’s more?”

How was that possible? Fuck, it already felt like I had a baseball bat up there.

Kai paused. “We can stop, Si. We don’t have to do this.”

“No, I want to. Please, don’t stop.”

“Okay.” Kai didn’t resume moving though. “Let’s get your body more on board then. Touch yourself for me, baby.”

Spitting in my hand, I did just that. Within moments, I was hard again. The pressure in my arse had eased slightly. Another few moments and my hips were moving of their own accord, pushing down on Kai. Trying to take him deeper.

“Oh my god, Silas.” Kai’s whole body trembled as he bottomed out inside me. “You’re so tight.”

“That’s because your dick is fucking ridiculous,” I said. “But I’m getting used to it.”

Kai smirked at me as he pulled back a few inches before sinking back in. “We can practise.”

“Yessss.” My head fell back as the feeling transitioned fromcomfortabletofucking awesome.“Lots and lots of practise.”

He continued to fuck into me, his eyes never leaving my face. Was he watching to make sure I was okay? Or to reassure himself I was really here? That this was really happening?

Because that was why I was watching him. I couldn’t believe we were doing this. That Kai was fucking me. It was his arms holding me up. His cock stretching me wide. His eyes burning into mine.

And he loved me. He fuckinglovedme. Not as a brother. Not as a best friend.

But as so much more.

“Kai.” I couldn’t stop moaning his name as he picked up the pace. His cock passed over my prostate, making me feel like I was lighting up from the inside out. “Please. Oh fuck.”