Page 88 of Green Light

I softened. “It’s always been me and you. This won’t change that. Just makes it more fun.”

“Much more fun,” he drawled, slightly dipping his finger in. “Want me to get the lube?”

“Not yet.” I panted. It might sound weird, but I liked that he was working me open with nothing more than my own saliva. We’d have to grab the lube eventually, but for now, this was good. “Keep going.”

Kai pressed close to my back, kissing my shoulders. “Just tell me if you need to stop. There’s no rush.”

“Yes, there is. If I don’t get you inside me soon, I might die.”

Kai’s barked laughter had me smiling despite myself. “School was wrong. You definitely had the drama skills to play at least tree number two.”

I tensed as he slid his finger slightly deeper, my body bucking at the intrusion.

“I love you, but I’m using the lube,” Kai said matter-of-factly.

I wanted to complain but didn’t. I knew how stubborn Kai was and given his size…yeah. Lube was probably the best plan.

His finger was cooler when it slipped back inside, this time with more noticeable ease. I still couldn’t help tensing against the unfamiliar sensation.

“Relax. Breathe out and bear down.” Kai’s deep voice rumbled over me. “Let me in, baby.”

Blowing out, I concentrated on following his instructions. His finger slipped in a few more inches as my body opened for him.

I couldn’t imagine being in this situation with anyone else. A few months ago, I never would’ve imagined that I’d be naked and about to be fucked against the wall of a recording studio.

But this wasKai.Nothing I did with him would or could ever feel anything other than perfectly right.

I really should’ve spotted my feelings sooner.

Kai’s hand moved and a second finger joined the first. I focused on my breathing as Kai whispered praise in my ear.

Then he crooked his fingers and brushed against something.

My eyes flew open as all my nerve endings fired. “Oh fuck!”

“Hmm, you like that, do you?” Kai murmured. “Let’s check again and see.”

He did it again. My cock, which had been softening under all the unusual sensations, was suddenly rock hard. I thrust forwards, the head of my cock catching on the soundproof material covering the walls.

He did it a third time. “Kai!”

“Oh, you definitely like that.” I was thrusting back on his fingers now, desperately seeking out the feeling. “We’ll make a greedy bottom of you yet, Si.”

I whimpered. “Please, fuck me.”

“Not yet. This might feel good, but you aren’t ready for me yet.”

Despite knowing he was speaking facts, decades of friendship meant I couldn’t resist ragging on him a little. “Someone’s a bit full of himself.”

Kai didn’t rise to the bait, simply chuckling as he added another finger. “Well, shortly, you’ll be full of me. And then we’ll both know I was right to take the prep seriously.”

I lost the ability to argue with him. My whole world boiled down to Kai and the way he was working me open. He didn’t rush, taking his time to make sure I was comfortable.

He did make sure to brush over my prostate as often as possible. Maybe I should’ve been embarrassed by the high-pitched whine that whimpered out of me whenever he hit it. I was far past that point.

Finally,finally,Kai decided I was ready. I winced as he pulled his fingers out of me, the loss leaving me aching. I waited, expecting to feel him pushing into me, but nothing happened.

“Not like this,” Kai muttered, tugging my shoulder until I faced him. “I need to see you. Want to see your face.”