“Go,” I hissed.
 
 “But—”
 
 “Go! Get out. Fucking LEAVE!” I roared, emotions surging, passions colliding.
 
 She ran.
 
 She bolted to the door and vanished, all while I tripped forward, falling to my knees as my pants wrapped around my ankles.
 
 Fierce tears shot to my eyes as I fought with the material. Shifting onto my ass, I kicked off my only shoe, shoved the trousers off, then froze solid as I dropped my hands to my left leg.
 
 To the mottled and ugly flesh that ended in a mottled and ugly stump.
 
 To the prosthetic that cupped the missing limb just below my knee cap.
 
 The prosthetic didn’t fit right, didn’t move right. It turned me into a cripple.
 
 Vicious, vicious anger poured through me as I unbuckled the fake limb, ripped off the padding, and threw both as hard as I could into the murky mirror.
 
 The wooden limb crashed against the mirrored wall.
 
 The image of me shattered.
 
 Glass rained in a thousand shards.
 
 And all my conditioning flexed, crinkled, and tore.
 
 A tear in the numbness.
 
 A hole in the torment.
 
 And for one blessed moment, I remembered.
 
 Her.
 
 Then.
 
 Everything.
 
 Neri...
 
 I choked as my heart palpitated and forgot how to beat.
 
 Neri...
 
 I grunted as it continued flopping and floundering in my chest, its beat broken from what he’d done to me.
 
 NERI!
 
 My eyes rolled back.
 
 My mind shut down.
 
 I passed out cold on the carpet.
 
 Chapter Thirty-Nine
 
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