I moved faster than them.
 
 I ducked quicker, hit harder, embraced death that always hunted me.
 
 I would give the Reaper a soul tonight.
 
 I’d give him four.
 
 My fists struck.
 
 My legs kicked.
 
 Ruthlessly, silently, I attacked and pummelled, not feeling any pain as they landed their own strikes. They screamed at each other to defeat me. They yelled instructions on how best to win.
 
 But I no longer spoke their language.
 
 Words were useless.
 
 Savagery was everything.
 
 I was free.
 
 The constant suffocation of hiding. The agonising attempt at ignoring who I truly was.
 
 It was as if a pressure valve had opened.
 
 Spilling out my darkness.
 
 Letting loose my brutality.
 
 I attacked them.
 
 Inhumanly, viciously.
 
 I wanted them bleeding.
 
 I wanted them begging.
 
 I want them in motherfucking pieces.
 
 Chapter Twenty-One
 
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 Nerida
 
 AGE: 20 YRS OLD
 
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 (Love in Polish: Milosc)
 
 I’D ALWAYS KNOWN ASLAN HID FROM A large part of who he was. I felt it each time he drove inside me. I tasted it each time he kissed me, and I heard it every night he snarled in his nightmares.
 
 He treated me like I was his master and queen.
 
 Yet beneath his reverence lurked a darker kind of touch.
 
 A touch that could hurt.