Kingston already gave me everything I could possibly ask for—all except one thing—his heart. I had it before. Now I wanted it again.
Without warning, he lowered his eyes and barely whispered in a choked undertone. “I’m…..sorry……”
“Why?” I asked. “What did you do?”
“I…..left you…..I’m sorry…..everything that happened to you……I did all of that. I should have been there. I should have taken care of you. I should have…..”
He broke off and pursed his lips. He looked up and tears shattered the intense green of his eyes. I couldn’t let him say these things. I couldn’t let him blame himself when he was the one making it all okay. He was the only thing saving me from this mess.
I threw my arms around his neck and kissed him. I kissed him with everything I had. I couldn’t kiss him enough. Just the fact that he said he was sorry……
He must have realized just how bad it got for me. He wouldn’t feel so broken up about it if he didn’t realize.
Once I started kissing him, I couldn’t stop. I had to kiss him. I had to go all the way with him. I had to show him how much I needed and wanted him.
I attacked his mouth with all my might and wrapped my body around his, but I couldn’t reach him in this position. I needed more. I would always need more.
I turned around on his lap to straddle him and my weight toppled him backward onto the bed.
11
KINGSTON
Riley’s bodyfelt magical on top of me. She trembled all over with tension and desire. She spread her thighs wide to grind on my cock and I throbbed so fucking hard that I had to have her, but something still held me back.
My hands took on a life of their own gliding down her sides, gripping her ass, and crushing her down on my bulging shaft. She whimpered so deliciously in my mouth.
That sound stabbed me in the guts. I needed to be inside her, but not like this.
She never moaned for me like this before. She grew up. She became a woman with beautiful broad hips and full, succulent breasts that filled my hands when I squeezed them—not like the little apple breasts I used to play with when we were younger.
She responded to my every move more perfectly than I could ever imagine, but something still didn’t feel right. I slipped my fingertips into her hair and her mouth opened to meet mine. Her tongue darted into my mouth and another jet of fire sizzled to my crotch. Fuck, she tasted so damn good!
“Baby……” I mumbled between kisses. “I love you…..”
Her eyes floated open and she stared deep into me. Drunken passion blurred those eyes and her features swam in some kind of sex-madness. I’d never seen her like this before. She intoxicated me and my mind burst into flame. She was all mine and I had to take her right this minute before I lost my sanity.
“Baby…..” I kissed her again. “Not here. Not like this.”
“I want you,” she croaked in a husky murmur dripping with so much blistering passion that I couldn’t stand it. “I need you, Kingston.”
Her voice cracked with tortured agony and her body shivered again. I didn’t have to wonder if she was telling the truth. Her body melted at my every touch.
She arched her hips down and rode my shaft to drive herself to the limit. Her breath caught in her nose and throat every time she did that and her muscles spasmed on the brink of some massive upheaval.
“Not here, baby,” I breathed into her mouth. “Come……to my place…..”
She blinked. “What? What do you mean?”
“Come with me. I’ll show you.”
I sat up, but she clung to me and wouldn’t let go. Her arms hugged me tight around my neck and she kept devouring my mouth as though she’d never stop.
She even wrapped her legs around my waist when I stood up. She stuck to me and never let go.
God damn, she felt so good! I never wanted this to end. I cradled her ass to hold her up and sank into the blissful dream of kissing her. This woman…..she was all mine. I would never let her go. That was all the more reason I couldn’t do it with her here.
I pulled her away and lowered her legs to the floor. Her eyes floated up to meet mine as she slipped off my lips. Her expression changed and her forehead pinched. “Are you……Don’t you want me anymore, Kingston?”