Page 60 of Soulmates

“I’m going to add another finger. I’m not small.”

Maddox snorted out a laugh that had his whole body jerking as the movement jostled Jake’s fingers enough to rub firmly against his prostate.

“That’s what you get for laughing at me.”

“Not much of a punishment, if I’m honest.” Maddox was unsurprised at how breathy he sounded.

Jake added more lube while keeping his fingers pressed into him, then slowly worked the third into his body. Maddox froze again, and Jake halted his movements. “Shhh, it’s okay, just breathe.”

Jake trailed his fingers up and down Maddox’s abs, and every touch felt like a sunrise. Warm light hitting his face on a snowy day. He could see it as he felt it. The sun rising over mountains, their breath fogging in front of them, Jake holding him from behind. The sun warming his face, Jake warming his skin. Maddox turned his head in a silent request for a kiss, which Jake gave without hesitation. They kissed while Maddox adjusted. Jake tested out moving his fingers, and when it didn’t hurt, Maddox nodded his head.

Pumping in and out slowly, Jake kept up his gentle caress on Maddox’s stomach. Before long, Maddox was rocking back to meet Jake’s thrusts and was gasping and moaning. “I’m ready.”

“Soon, baby.”

“Now, Jake.”

“Okay,” Jake said with a small huff of laughter. “Hang on, it’s going to suck when I take my fingers out, but I’ll be right back.”

He wasn’t sure what Jake meant until it happened. The absence and emptiness after something so large in him was instantly crushing, and Maddox had to hold back a cry. But then Jake was once again pressing his big body against his back with a condom in his hand, and Maddox couldn’t bear the thought of barriers when the past…everything had happened.

He took the condom from Jake and rolled over. “Do we need this? I haven’t…in a long time. And I’ve been tested since then. I’m good, and I know you well enough to know you’d make sure you were good after…”

“It’s been a long time for me too, and no, we don’t have to. Do you want that? I’ve never.”

“I want that.”

Jake tossed the condom to the floor and grabbed the lube. “Start on your stomach, Maddy. I’ll work you up enough so it won’t hurt, but that’ll help.”

“So much experience?” he asked with a glare.

“So much research.”

“Hmph.”

“Mature.”

Maddox kissed him and rolled back over, smiling. He couldn’t be jealous where Jake was concerned. That place in his chest where Jake quietly belonged didn’t allow for the feeling to stick. It was fleeting—a transient twinge, and it was gone.

He turned his head to watch Jake slick up his cock, and something must’ve shown on his face because Jake said, “It’ll fit.”

Maddox huffed and turned over, pushing his ass up in the air with more bravery than he felt. Jake’s cock was gorgeous, long and thick, curving up slightly toward his stomach, with a prominent vein running up the underside. Jake’s cock was also enormous, which had Maddox nearly spiraling back into panic. But this was Jake. And Jake wouldn’t hurt him.

Jake pushed the head of his dick up against Maddox’s ass and reached around to stroke Maddox back to full hardness. “Bear down and push back on me.”

He did, and the head of Jake’s dick pressed inside him. The burn nearly had him stopping Jake, but he held still, panting breaths bursting from him as he tried desperately to relax his body.

“Okay, breathe and push back at your pace.” Tension threaded through every word, Jake’s voice tight and strained. Maddox pushed back slowly, the burn spreading through him, pinching as the wider part of the head of Jake’s cock breached his inner muscles. Then he was past the tight ring, and Maddox could breathe better. Inch by inch, they worked Jake’s cock all the way in, Jake stopping occasionally to add more lube.

Once Jake’s hips met Maddox’s ass, Jake stopped and leaned over him. Maddox was still breathless, but so was Jake. Jake bracketed his arms around him, wrapping him in safety. With an unsteady hand, Maddox reached up to brush the sweaty strands back from Jake’s forehead and kissed him softly and then harder. Before he knew it, they were rocking together, Jake pulling out a few inches before pressing back in, and Maddox pushed back to meet him. They were still kissing when Maddox demanded “more” into Jake’s mouth. Jake smiled before pulling back and sitting up a bit, grabbing Maddox by the hips, and sliding his cock out farther before pushing back in harder than before.

“Oh my ungh,” a voice rang out through the room, and Maddox realized with a shock it was his own. “Gods, Jake.”

Jake pressed in again and again, shifting angles until Maddox almost came up off the bed as Jake nailed his prostate.

“Oh Gods, oh Gods, oh Gods.”

Jake grunted in response.

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