Page 61 of Forgive Me For I Have Sinned

She smiles, and I think I just saw what an angel would look like. It would look like her. Because God could have only been the one to create something so perfect.

"How would you have wanted our first time to feel like?"

I knew the answer before she asked, but I wanted to ask her anyway. It’s because the more I hear her voice, the more I can tell myself this is real. It isn't another woman touching me, so I won’t have to close my eyes and imagine it’s her.

She’s here.

In my bed.

With me.

I slide my hand behind her neck and pull her to my chest. I kiss her, taking my breath away like the air thinned and I need oxygen. Our tongues search like they’re seeking each other's secrets, and there is only one way to hear them, to consume them. I've never made love to a woman before, and now I know why. It’s because of her.

If there is one part of my life I would redo, it would be the first time I looked into her eyes because I could convince myself to never let her go.

She pulls away, panting, her chest rising and falling. She lies back on the bed, her legs open wide like the first night. I dip my head, sliding my hands under her legs and gripping her hips, then lick her clit.

"Alaric…mmm." She moans.

Her sweet little cries slip through her lips every time I lick, careful not to suck. I want her to want me as much as I want her.

I slide my tongue and suck the soft skin of her inner thigh and notice the faded cuts she tries to hide. I lick and suck them, hearing her gasp. She arches her back, causing her full breasts to push out. She holds my head when I slide my tongue to her clit and finally suck, holding me to the spot she loves. I slide my tongue inside, fucking her pussy. She grinds her hips, fucking my mouth.

"Mmm…yes…" She mewls. "I need more, Alaric." I pull the crotchless panties open, hearing them tear. "Please."

I glance up, and the pupils of her clear eyes darken, following me when I hold myself over her, stroking the tip of my cock over her clit. "Right there?" I ask, playing with her clit with my piercing.

She bites her lip, gripping my shoulders. "Yes…more."

I tilt my head, holding her gaze, and push the tip inside her tight pussy. I almost bite my tongue at how good she feels. She falls back on the pillow, and I slide the rest of the way inside her in slow, smooth thrusts, holding her gaze and getting lost in her.

"I'm drowning," I whisper.

That is the most I have ever said to a woman, and I mean it. It’s my first time––our first time. I slide all the way out and push in as deep as I can, filling her, stretching her.

Her hands slide down my back and grip my ass, pushing me deeper. Her legs are spread wide. I hook each of them over my arms, holding her, and I watch as my cock disappears inside her in measured thrusts. My cock swells with each thrust. My balls draw up, and I know I'm about to come, but I hold out for her.

"Come for me, beautiful."

Her hands slide down my chest then back up to my neck as she pulls me down, taking my mouth with hers and whispers, "Fuck me…fuck me hard, Alaric."

My nostrils flare, and I place one hand on the mattress and the other around her neck. "You don't know what you just asked for."

Her lips lift in a seductive smile. "You're the only man that can make me come. Now make me come," she says, licking her lips.

She whimpers when I enter her again. Over and over. Harder and harder. Holding her neck in the palm of my hand, I squeeze, allowing her just enough space to breathe.

"Harder." She moans.

I go even harder, fucking her like an animal. She comes with a scream, her pussy contracting, but I don't stop impaling her. It spurs me on, and I go harder, gripping her throat, my hips move faster and my ears ring, warning me that I am going to come hard. I know I’m constricting her air, but she keeps meeting my thrusts, and when we can't take it anymore and it becomes too much, she comes a second time. When I ease my grip on her throat, I come on a roar, watching her take gulps of air. We're exhausted and spent, her beautiful dark hair sticking to her neck. I push it away, still inside her, filling her with cum, licking and sucking her neck, leaving marks.

My tongue traces her ear as I slide out of her and whisper, "Turn around, beautiful. I'm not done."

She turns around with her ass in the air on her elbows, and I slap her hard on her ass, making her yelp. My cum leaks out of her swollen pussy lips with every slap. I grip her by the hair hard and slide my finger up her slit, lubricating her tight hole with my cum. "Can I have it?" She mewls when I play with her tight hole. "Is this your first time?" She nods. "Good, I want all of your firsts and I’ll take your lasts too. They think they have you but they don’t know that you have always belonged to me."

"Alaric," she calls out my name breathlessly when I push in the tip of my finger, stretching her little by little. She's so tight.

"Play with your pretty pussy and lick your fingers." She slides her fingers inside her pussy and a sweet little cry escapes her lips.

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