He could tell she didn’t understand.
“You think I didn’t enjoy it, but I’m telling you I enjoyed it more than I ever have, and it threw me for a loop.”
“Please don’t make fun of me or lie to appease me. It’s okay. I don’t have the experience of the women you’re used to.”
“Jesus Christ, woman. I can’t think of any other woman since you came into my life. You’re on my mind all the time. And I’m not lying to you. I won’t ever lie to you. I fought for control when I had you under me, and that has never happened. I barely made it long enough to please you before I went off like a rocket. I wish you had told me before because I could have shown you the condom. The rubber was full. So don’t tell me I didn’t enjoy it because I did.”
He saw a spark of light in her eyes before her shield came down. Maybe he was finally getting through to her. He knew this would all be hard for her. She probably didn’t trust anyone, or if she did, they disappointed her.
He tried to think of all the ways he could get through to her, but the one he thought would get through to her quickly was stripping her and fucking her senseless. Before she said another word, his head lowered and kissed her with all the pent-up emotion she had instilled in him.
Within minutes, she was clinging to his shoulders. He lifted her easily and carried her into the bedroom, never breaking contact with her lips. He had them both stripped and pressed together on the mattress. He loved how she gasped when he lowered his body over hers and surrounded her with his so they felt as much of each other as possible.
His hands and mouth kissed and licked before moving down her throat. He didn’t miss an inch of skin because he needed to taste as much of her as possible. He had her crying out when he sucked vigorously on her nipples, making them red and hard. Jake smiled when she squealed as his tongue dove into her belly button. He separated her legs enough to fit his broad shoulders before using his thumbs to separate her pussy lips. He blew on her swollen, red clit, and a strangled scream tore from her lips. He loved how she responded to him. There was nothing fake about it.
“Jake!”
“Easy, I’ve got you.”
She tried to pull him up, but he hardly felt it. All his attention was on tasting her pretty cunt.
He groaned when he started to press a finger into her as he sucked on her clit. She was so fucking tight it was almost painful for his cock, but he wouldn’t change a thing. He worked her for several minutes until she was withering on the mattress and crying out for him.
He quickly moved up and then, with one thrust, surged into her. A coil of intense pleasure tightened his gut and made his balls grow as they filled with his cum. He stayed still, giving her time to get used to him before he started to pump into her.
He had been in her for about a minute when he realized he had forgotten to put a condom on. He never forgot something that important. Not one time in his life. He should have freaked out, but the image of her swollen with his child filled his head instead. He couldn’t remember ever thinking of having a family, although he knew he eventually would want one. It was something so far in the future he didn’t waste his time, but with Hannah, it felt natural. He thought about just continuing, but he needed to give her a chance to decide for herself.
He curled his hands around her head. “Sweetheart.”
“What?”
God, he loved the dazed look in her eyes. “I’m not wearing a condom.”
She looked confused.
“Are you on birth control?” he asked.
He could tell the moment she understood because she blushed. His cock was as deep inside of her as he could go, but she was still so innocent that talking about birth control embarrassed her.
“Are you on birth control?” he repeated.
She nodded. “Yes. I had to get the three-month shot to help with my periods.”
“Okay.” He couldn’t believe the disappointment that filled him. “I’m clean. I’ve never gone without a condom, but if you want me to put on a condom, I will.”
She shook her head. “No. I think it’s okay. I like it better this way.”
Jake smiled gently. “I do, too. I like feeling your slick skin against mine.” He didn’t wait for a response. He couldn’t because his body was screaming with the need to pound into her and fill her with as much cum as possible. It felt almost fundamental, like his cum belonged in her body and only hers.
When her womb started to pulse, he knew she was close, so he started ramming into her. “That’s it, come for me.”
He felt the tingle at the base of his spine, and the pleasure was overpowering and felt like it seared every nerve in his body. When she stiffened on him, it was tight enough to prevent him from moving. He forced his way into her again and again.
A scream erupted from her, mixing with the guttural groan his orgasm caused. He kept at her until he had emptied his balls and then lay on top of her, trying to get his breath and strength back enough to move off of her. He could at least support most of his body weight on his elbows, but it took superhuman effort.
When he was able, he pulled out of her, rolled off the bed, and walked into the bathroom. He returned a minute later with a warm washcloth to bathe her with. He was shocked to see her standing by the bed, trying to hurriedly yank her clothing on.
“Where the fuck do you think you’re going, Sweetheart?”