Page 15 of Hannah's Dom

He smiled. “Since you had sex.”

“Oh. I had it once when I was seventeen.”

“Just once?” he asked.

“Yes. I didn’t like it.”

“I’m sorry. Your first time should have been special,” he said.

“I don’t expect I’ll ever feel like that. I’m not that type of person.”

“What type are you talking about?” he asked.

She tried to pull away to protect herself.

“Tell me, Sweetheart.”

“Special. I won’t ever be special. I’m nothing.”

His fingers stopped caressing her.

“Who told you that bullshit?”

She lifted her head to look at him. She didn’t understand the anger on his face. “It’s something I’ve known since I was a small child. I was told I was nothing and that people would never want to be with me.”

“I want to know who told you this?”

“Everyone, I think. I stopped listening because it hurt too much, but now I’ve come to grips with it.”

“Jesus, Sweetheart. That’s so far from the truth.”

She just looked at him, unable to answer. The damage had already been done, and it would take a lot of time and care to make her feel like she mattered.

He sighed. “I can see that you don’t believe me, but I’ll convince you of the truth in time.”

Chapter Seven

Hannah didn’t want to argue with him, especially since he still had a finger inside of her. A gasp tore from her mouth when he shoved two fingers into her. The feeling of being stretched should have hurt more, but it only made her hotter.

The knot inside her tightened until she felt it would tear her apart.

“Jake…”

“Shhh. Relax, and let me make you feel good.”

The sensations intensified. “I’m scared.”

“You don’t ever have to be afraid when you’re with me.”

He used his other hand to smooth the hair from her face. He grabbed a chunk of it when she tried to turn away.

“Oh, no. I want to see everything—every expression on your face. I won’t ever let you hide from me,” he said. He wouldn’t release her no matter how hard she tried to pull away. The way he studied her expressions made what they were doing even more intimate. It was like he was seeing inside her soul, and it wasn’t a comfortable feeling.

“I can feel you try to fight it, and I won’t let you. Let’s try this.”

Before she took another breath, she felt one of his large fingers penetrate her ass, going as far as he could inside her. The little pinch of pain was all it took for the ball of tightness to explode.

She heard a scream that seemed to bounce off every wall. It was only when she settled a bit that she realized it had been her who had made that horrendous noise. She could feel her face burn in embarrassment, and she ducked her head, pressing her nose to his collarbone.

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